Blue Eyed Boy (Third Book in the I Was Loving The Wrong Man series)

Something You Need to Know

This is not an update. This story is completed and is staying completed.
Um...I don't know how to start this or even say this. I've been having a lot of problems ever since December. I got cyber bullied on Instagram twice for giving my opinion on a singer and twice on YouTube on some comments I made on videos. I've learnt a few things about myself through these past few months that I think you should know about since I've been a writer for a few months now and I feel like you guys have enjoyed my fanfics. Okay, here goes nothing.

1. I am dyslexic...

2. I have a horrid phobia of correct grammar and punctuation. If I spell something wrong, I get mad at my self, the same goes for punctuation.

3..........I am bisexual.

I hate it, but apparently I am. I hate myself for it. I've been hiding it from everyone exept the few people I can trust.....*here come the tears* I feel like a freak for it and I don't like it. I wear a Connor Franta bracelet on my wrist to remind me not to talk during class. My personality is exactly like Connor's. I act exactly like him. I've tried to take Connor's advice about being who I am, but I just can't do it. I have completely stopped talking in class because I'm afraid of the real me overpowering the fake me and letting everyone know. I tell you guys these things because I feel like we sort of have a special bond. You're all always so supportive with my writing and I feel you all need to know about why it's hard for me to write now. I absolutely hate the person I am becoming. I hate myself so much and I hate how everyone always says it's not good to keep all the hate bottled up. If I let my hate out, that leads to self harm, self harm leads to my friends being worried, my friends being worried leads to ne crying because I made my friends worried and upset. I caught my best friend looking at my scars today when my sleeve slipped down. It killed me to see the look on his face for those few seconds. Thank you to the true fans who will stick with me through this hard time I'm going through, and I hope to keep swing those reads from you guys. This is the first step to coming out completely. Thank you all for reading. I love you all so much for making WattPad the best experience of my life (besides that kick ass One Direction concert). Thank you.