The Rantings Of Her

The Man That Never Loved Me

Day: Saturday
Month: November
Date: 9th
Time: 2150

I fell in love with a man that doesn't love me.
I fell in love with. a. man. that. doesn't. love. me.
I fell in love.
I fell so deep. So deep, that I'll never be able to scratch the surface.
Falling hurts. It breaks you.
Falling makes it hard to get back up.
Falling makes it hard to kneel, to bed, to stand.
I fell in love with a man that doesn't love me.
I gave my body to a man that doesn't love me.
I cherished the moment from a man that doesn't love me.
I spoke life and prayed for a man that doesn't love me.
I cried. I grieved over the fact that a man doesn't love me.
I screamed for the man that doesn't love me.
I let a man in that never loved me.
And so... I got left by that man that never loved me.
I had to glue myself back together because a man never loved me.
I sat still because a man never loved me.
I beat myself up because a man never loved me.
I lost myself completely and entirely for a man that just never loved me.
So now, I heal from the man that never loved me.
But who will love me?
Who is the man that will love me?
Will I get a man that loves me?
Do I need a man to love me?
I fell in love with a man that never loved me.
All because.. I'm just a girl.
A girl that loves. A girl that gives.
All because I fell in love with a man that doesn't love me.
All because of a man that never loved me.