ryland: did you ever even love me?... me: ryland of course i did, it's just so much happened between us and we were so on and off and i really did love you because if i didn't why would i of kept going back to you, but then nick and i happened and i love him ry i really do and i just want you to be happy for me just like i would with you ryland: but mel i love you so much and i just can't get over you i don't know how to me: ry i love you but as my friend now, all you can do is find someone else and become happy with them that's how i got over you i found my happiness. ryland: Amelia me: yes ryland: im sorry me: why are you sorry ryland: for yelling at you at everybody, im sorry. me: it's fine ry! ryland: im gonna try okay? ill try for your happiness because no matter how much you love someone you have to let them go sometimes.
i go to ryland and hug him
me: thank you ry it means a lot ryland: anything for you
i stand up and walk back to nicks room and walk in and he's sitting on his bed.
me: hi baby nick: how'd it go? me: good nick: really?? me: yeah he told me he's gonna try for me nick: that's good me: i told him how much i loved you and he understood nick: perfect because i love you too much to lose you me: never nick: so can i ask you a question me: anything babe nick: do you see a future with me? me: um ofc if i didn't i wouldn't be with you nick: okay just wondering because i see one with you
nick lays down in our bed and i cuddle up next to him and fall asleep...
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next day...
nick: mel mel mel wake upppppp me: what huh im up nick: get dressed we're going to the carnival me: what nick: get dressed carnival time baby me: hmm okay
i get out of bed and go to the bathroom and brush my teeth and brush my hair and then walk out into our room and nicks sitting on the bed
me: morning nick: morning baby me: i gonna get dressed nick: okay hurry me: okay
i get up and go to my closet and change into this
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i turn to nick
me: ready nick: finally
we walk downstairs and chase and charli are sitting on the couch and they turn to us
charli: finally you guys are ready nick: she took forever to wake up and get ready charli: chase did too it's okay nick: siblings huh
i look at nick and smile then my face goes straight and chase does the same
we walk outside to the car and nick drives and i sit up front with him and charli and my brother are in the back.
