That leads us up to today. Going 1.5 months and counting strong. I love you so much, you don't even know how much. The grains of sand on Earth and the stars in the universe combined could never show you how much I truly love you. You came into my life at the most perfect moment, when I needed you most. You came into my life and showed me everything that I was missing from before. You're someone who truly cares about me, and appreciates me for who I am, and I am so grateful for you. I don't deserve you at all, no one does, the fact that out of all people, you chose to be with me. It's unbelievable. You are 1000000x better than I'll ever be. I love everything about you. Your beautiful smile, your pretty eyes, your long and short hair, your voice, your lovable personality, everything. I'm sorry if sometimes I can be a pain, don't lie to me I know I can be. You're always so supportive of me and I'm so happy that you're able to put up with me during my bad days. Even when I'm at the lowest of lows, you always somehow find a way to cheer me up. Most times it's usually just you existing and talking to me but still. I can't wait for Monday, because then I'm gonna show you so much love, and I'm telling you after that, our relationship is going to the next level. I can't wait to taste your dry lips, and feel your warm and soft body up against mine when we cuddle on the grass or on the bed. I can't wait to watch all of the Disney movies with you. The bracelet you made me is one of my favourite and special items I have. You truly mean more to me than anything out there right now. J never deserved you, I don't even deserve you. I'm sorry for all of the bullshit things he's done and what he's put you through, an amazing girl like you should never experience a thing like that ever. I finally found myself someone who truly cares about me and really wants a long lasting relationship and I'm so happy I have you in my life. If you weren't here, I'd be in a horrible and dark place right now. Thank you for existing, and I can't wait to spend so much more of life with you. :3
