Forgotten Love [Nicholas Alexander Chavez]

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I miss your soft lips
I miss your white sheets
I miss the scratch of your unshaved face on my cheek
And this is so hard
'Cause I didn't see
That you were the love of my life and it kills me

Robin.

When my sister kicked us out I instantly started arguing with Ryan.

"What the fuck Ryan! You said you wouldn't start shit, but you always do! This is my sisters birthday party! She didn't have to invite you too, but she didn't want me to be alone and I begged her for you!" I screamed at him.

"Shut the fuck up!" I usually would flinch at his words but I didn't I was so pissed.

"No, fuck you! And then on top of that you were going to kiss that slut! Did you fucking forget that I was your fiancée!?" I screamed again and his hand goes across my face as I drop to the floor.

"I said to shut up!" He roars everyone around us didn't even try to help me they were more scared to interfere because they were scared of Ryan.

I began to sob as I touched my cheek.  Ryan sees my pain and tries to help me up but I push him away as I stood up.

"Baby, baby I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry. I-"

"Go home Ryan...now." I simply say as I winced in pain walking away from him back into the house.

As I snuck by I wanted to go to the bathroom to see if my face was fucked up because it definitely felt like it.

Seeing the nearest bathroom door I open it and shut it behind me then I look up into the mirror seeing that guy who Ryan beat up.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I say as I turn and walk to the door.

"No stay. Please." He says and I do as told.

"I'm so sorry about Ryan...what he did to you was so awful. He usually isn't like that." I say and he gives me a confused look.

"Yeah, it's-" then he started coughing blood wincing in pain.

I go over to him to keep him up on his feet.

"Oh my gosh, I'll find a first aid kit." I say and instantly I found one in the cabinets.

I go back over to him opening the first aid kit up. I saw he kept holding onto his side so I ask him, "would you mind taking off your shirt?" I blushed and he slightly chuckles at me.

He does as told and slowly started lifting up his shirt while looking down at me. The tension between us was weird...it was like I knew him already.

When he pulled it all the way off I started to feel nervous, there were butterflies in my stomach for this stranger. I was so shy I didn't talk the whole time.

"Did he hit you?" He asked me as I grabbed the ace bandage.

"N-No." I lied.

"I know when you're lying to me Robin. You may have a bad memory but your habits are still the same." He tells me and I began to slowly wrap the bandage around his ribs as he winced in pain.

"Sorry." I kept saying.

"You didn't answer my question." He says.

"I don't even know you. Why do you act like you could help me...if he did." I say as I grab a cotton ball and reached for his face. "can you please sit for me?" He does as told sitting on the edge of the tub.

"Robin...have you forgotten me already? There's no way you have..." he says in disbelief as he moves his face away from my hand.

I give him a serious look and is looks at me with sadness.

"I'm sorry..." I say. "I try to remember everyone...I try to and I just let everyone down. I-I'm sorry. I'm trying." My voice begins to crack as I drop my arm from his face and drop my head.

"You're shaking..." he says as he gently touches my hand. His hands were warm and when he touched my cheek I flinched remembering the spot where Ryan slapped me. He lifts my face up to look at him. He gently pressed his lips onto mine and I didn't push away until it all hit me of who's lips I was kissing.

It was... "Nicholas."

He gives me a small smile.

"If I were to know that a kiss is what would make you remember me I would've been kissed you." He says then I lean back in and continue to kiss him.

His warmth was everything to me, my mind was flooding with memories all from him. It was so unusual, he whimpers and I pull back.

"I'm sorry..." I instantly say as I see him eyes full of tears in front of me.

"No, no you're okay, but you don't even know how badly I've been wanting that...from you." He tells me and I give him a sympathetic look going back into the kiss. "I love-"

Then someone comes barges in, "Nicholas, baby, I finally found the-"

We pull apart and I give a confused look at the biracial female that stood looking at us.

"Alana!" Nicholas says in shock.

"Nicholas, really?" She says with a sad tone then storms off and Nicholas gets up limping to catch up with her.

I just sat there. Dumbfounded. Confused at life wanting more of his presence.