14 and Pregnant

Chapter 11

So today is the first day of my mothering class.

I'm so nervous. it's going to be really awkward being the youngest one there. IM ONLY 14!!

All we were learning is breathing in and out slowly and gently... the most boring thing I've ever done in my life!!

My mom picked me up when the class was over, I could tell she was still pissed about the whole situation.
But I can't blame her, because if I was in her shoes, to be honest I would be really mad too.

I still had my phone, I was surprised she didn't take it away.

"Your phone" my mom said, sticking her hand out.

I gave her my phone. usually I would have tried to keep my phone and start a fight, but I knew that if I did that now, it would only make the situation worse than it already was.

She put it in her purse, and kept driving, not looking down once, she kept her eyes on the road.

When we got home she told me to sit down on the couch.

"Who's the father?" Asked my mom, sounding really mad.

"Ummm..." I said really quietly.

"Tell me right now! I'm not here to joke around." said my mom, now she's even more mad.

"I don't know" I lied.
I know I shouldn't be lying, but I can't tell her, I didn't want to.

"Go upstairs. I tried. I tried everything. I don't even want to talk to you. where did I go wrong? I thought that you were this nice little sweet, and shy girl? But I guess I was wrong. You make me feel like I'm a bad mother! Your an embarrassment! Your father and i... you have no Idea how much pain you put us through before, but also happiness. now it's just pain, and pain, and more pain! How could you have done what you did, and not think about us! About your family! About your reputation! Go upstairs! I don't want to look at you." my mom said. She was crying.

I can't believe what I did to her. I can't believe what I did to my dad. I can't believe what I did to me. to my baby. to my reputation. to my life....

I ruined everything. And now I feel like the worst daughter there is..

I walked upstairs and started to son into my pillow.

I could hear my mom crying from downstairs, and that made me cry even more. I feel like the worst person there is..

*i hope you are enjoying! I know it's getting really intense!!!

Who's side are you on?
-mom
Or
-daughter

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