flames spark wildfires

his eyes are holes

he gripped the handle of his axe in his left hand. he watched from the sidelines as his friends were in the finale. both of them.

without him there.

he recalls when the teams were announced in the center of town. he was excited to be with Jordan, his energy while playing was always uplifting, but it was hard.

it was hard to watch his two best friends hug and scream when they saw the teams posted , right in front of the other.

the night before the  championships, George left to his cottage , leaving dream and sapnap alone in theirs.

how awkward when the favorite one left and you were left with scraps.

sapnap was in his armory room , polishing the armor and his enchanted netherite axe. his thoughts lately have been sour. he's been avoiding dream and George

not like they noticed.

Dream opened the wooden door , taking sapnap out of his thoughts and looked up at the blonde from his stool. he had just taken his mask off from being with George . george has never seen his face yet , he reminded himself.

"what's on your mind?"

"don't know what you're talkin' about dude."

the blondes face grew irritable, and he crouched down to meet his eyes. a vibrant emerald shade met his own black and red colored eyes , and he let out a sigh.

"nothing dude , seriously . you should get some sleep huh? big day tomorrow for you two."

he ran his hand through dreams blonde hair, a fake smile fit his lips.  the other boy caught on and took his wrist in his hand.

"you've been quiet the last few days , you're never like that. what's wrong?"

he looked away from the blonde, he had a temper problem , and when his emotions get bottled up, he can say some things he doesn't mean. he kept his mouth shut and took a deep breath in , tears escaping from his working eye.

dream wrapped his arms around the others shoulders , and hugged him tight . sapnap's breath was shaken as his strong arms held Dream , closing his eyes and trying not to scream.

he was burning up. rage and jealousy , sadness and depression all ran wild within his head , but he didn't want to ruin MCC. not when the other two were so excited .

"you know we love you pandas."

his eyes snapped open and he shoved the other off of him, watching dreams eyes full with confusion as he hit the floor. his breathing was out of control and he felt fire dance in his soul, like a mantra.

"you don't get to fucking say that! not when I'm alone for this championship! not when you two have been ignoring me! you can act like that isn't true, but just admit it , YOU'VE ALWAYS LIKED GEORGE OVER ME!"
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Sapnap never cried, ever. not when his eye was destroyed from a skeleton arrow, and not when he almost lost his arm to a zombie.

but his eye was flooded with tears .

he covered his mouth with his hand, and closed his eyes . his shoulders were shaking , and dream sat there, eyes blown out from emotion .

they were a team. dream loved them both , sapnap has been with him since the very beginning, and saved him multiple times, how could he have thought-?

he mentally slapped himself , how could he be such an idiot?

dream and George we're together all the time , the duo of challenges when sapnap was making armor. he was always behind . he never went on adventures with the other two . and even worse ..