Music Can't Separate Us

Karmille's POV                                            Chapter 1

Seeing my Justin’s face always makes my day seem better. Justin is the reason why I put on a smile on my face every day through the good and bad times. Proudly have been dating my love for 7 months and 18 days.  May seem that I creepily know how long we have been dating but I am just that strange.  Would not know where or how I would be like if I never ever met my Justin. Oh goodness, I sound like one of those crazy- lovers. Guess that happens when you found the perfect One.

 Quickly dogged the huge traffic of the hallways at school, I grabbed my red vintage bicycle and drove all the way to his house. (his house=Justin’s house). Saw two of many  J’s stupid and idiotic friends on the sidewalk looking for some one to pick on. Rexton and Greglin.

 “Heyyy Karmilleee. Come on over here, lovee.” Sang Rexton in a very bad and annoying voice that made you want to ignore him but I just couldn’t.

Looking up at the two idiots, I widen my eyes as I viewed them. Greglin has somehow gotten hotter and more athletic looking over the past Summer break. Rexton just looked the same as always, that’s Rexton for you. Now, you can see the abs hugging Greg’s tight shirt and how vibrant and colorful his eyes are. Seriously, he was the one Rex called “the ugly friend.” Now Rex could be called that compared to Greg. 

“Woah Greg, you totally look different from the last time I saw you which was before Summer break.” I stated still taking in the new physical features of Greg.

                For some reason, it almost looked like Greg felt uncomfortable and disappointed. His face displayed of a frown and his eyebrows furrowing. Wonder why this person felt like he needed to change up his looks. He looked quite fine before but now, there isn’t one word to describe him. Hot is too intimdating. Sexy just sounds retarted. 

                Glancing down at my watch, I should have been at J’s house 20 minutes ago. I have wasted 20 precious minutes talking to these 2 idiots about some topics. Had to move fast if I wanted some time to hang with Justin. Surprised Justin hasn’t texted or called or left me a voicemail to check up on me to see if I was doing fine. That isn’t like him, something is up. Something not right.

                I waved goodbye to the idiots and focused on the road ahead of me. Pedaling faster until reaching his house, never noticed the silver 2012 Cadillac CTS Coupe parked on the curb besides J’s house. Never seen that car anywhere before, another strange thing. Peeked inside the car’s window to find no evidence of whose car it belonged to. Unlocked the wooden door to the 2 story house with my key to J’s house since he trusted me with the keys. Called out his name a few times to have the wind respond with nothing. Frowning, I examined every room in the first floor. Climbed the stairs and checked every room. The last remaining room I have not checked was his own bedroom. From all the times I have been inside this house, never had the chance to visit his bedroom. Me and my friends always joke that he was hiding drugs in there secretly.  

                Could hear some noises coming from behind the closed door which belonged to his room. I don’t know if I should see what is going on in the bedroom. Taking the risk, I quickly opened the door to quickly being shocked and angry. I saw Justin, my love in bed with some blonde chic I have never seen before. They were taking care of some things, loudly in bed. Ugh, I don’t know how to react to this. I feel hurt, betrayed, angry, sad, jealous, upset and wounded.

"I never want to see you ever again, J.” I whisper before slamming the door behind me. 

Just want to scream to the sky as loud as I can possibly can. I just want to slap that guy so badly then kiss him passionately. Stupid feelings. I hate him but still love him. My feelings are so retarted. I jumped on my bicycle and peddled fast back to my house. I do not want to think of anything that reminds me of the evil person who recently broke my heart.

 Arriving at my house, I smash open the door open with fury. My parents stared at me with shock and confusion. I gave them the I’ll tell you later look. Ran upstairs to my bedroom and locked the door after I walk in. Threw my cell phone against the wall hoping I popped open the back of the pone so the phone is dead for now. Don’t want to look at my phone to see nothing but Him in all of the activity/newsfeed. I turned on my I-pod and chose a specific song to listen to. The music drowned all the mess away until it was just me and the song. 

It isn't easy for me to let it go

Cause

I've swallow every single word

And

Every whisper, every sigh

Eats away at this heart of mine

And there is a hollow in me now

"Sweet Nothing" by Calvin Harris ft. Florene Welch