Imperfectly Perfect

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"we are one we accept each other we accept diffrent people" all what they said was trash none of it is true they are liying to themselves, i "Youta" personally didn't see any of that.

i was in a big bedroom, it was wonderful, i woke up as my feet touched the cold floor, it was a large well designed mirror in the corner the sun was hitting it nicely, i got up as i was getting close to it i started to see my hair first, front head, blue eyes, thin nose, plump rosy lips, neck, chest, thin waist and slim legs, my body was fitting perfectly in that white sleep dress, i was admiring my beautiful my body. suddenly i heard a voice from fare away "Youta" that voice was comming closer and closer, then i felt two hands wrapped around my waist turning me to face that unknown person. "it is a man" i thought to myself "Morning sweetheart" he said, i was staring at his pretty face completly ignoring what he said, his dark brown eyebrows, his fine eyelashes, his honey eyes, his perfect skin, his nice rounded nose and his pretty red lips, as my eyes dropped to his lips he was leaning closer until our lips were inches apart i was blushing really hard not knowing what to do he was about to... "Youtaaa wake you lazy child you are gonna be late for school" mum shouted from downstairs, i shoot my eyes open walking to the bathroom doing my daily routine, then heading to my closet wearing my "over over sized" uniform, then brushing my hair putting it in a ponytail, after that i made my way down the stairs to the kitchen, "Morning mum" "Morning lazy thing" i laughed lightly sitting on the chair as she shoved me a plate with pancake on it along with a cup of milk.

i'm sure you all wondering where is my dad, my dad passed away when i was 4 years old i barely remember his face, if isn't the photos actually i will never have the chance to know how my dad looks like, After his death mum took good care of me, she worked several jobs like cleaning, cooking, selling,... we are not that rich but at least i never needed others that's thanks to my beautiful mum, she got me everything i needed or i wanted, i on the other side never asked for expensive things, back then mum kept staying up all the nights out working i was waiting her at the living room to come home when i hear the familiar sound of her keys i jump and hug her then we lay down on our bed at that time we had just one bed, when we about to sleep every night i tell my mum "i love you so much mum and i promise you that i'll not let you get tired in the future i'll break my legs for you to live comfortably like queen i promise" after that long speech i kiss her cheek and drafted to dream land. that's is my childhood period.

i finished my breakfast heading to the front door after kissing my adorable mum going to the school. i went into the school buss, i took two chairs after a two minutes i heard two annoying girls mumbling "hey look how much this girl is fat" "Omg she is so fat i bet that noone will date her" hearing that from them, i stand aggressively "stop here please i forget something" i shouted as my eyes started to get watery, i was trying really hard to not let them out, as soon as i got out of the buss as i saw it going i let my tears runnig down my cheeks "when does those gossip come to an end i'm really getting depressed day by day i can't handle all of this shit every day the same damn comments the same everything i'm sick tired of it" when i was crying, i saw a human figure caming closer i can't tell if it was a man or a woman as my eyes were blurry because of the tears, before i could brush my tears off with my palms that person was in front of me "are u okay?" he asked, his voice was deep and soft at the same time i looked up glueing my eyes with his "i'm f-fine don't worry about me sorry i gotta go bye" before i could pass him he held my wrist looking at our High school logo and said" i guess we are in the same High school" i looked at his unifor "Oh yes we have the same logo" i confirmed "if u don't mind i'm new in this country can you show me the way to school?" he asked, i hesitated at first but then i putted myself in his place, i don't want to be late at school according to that reason i decided to help him out "Okay let's go" i walked and he followed my steps, the atmosphere was kind silent between us and that makes it awkward, but few minutes later he decide to broke the silence "so may i know why you were crying there all alone?" my breath hitched at first then i let out a long sigh "well as you see i'm fat and every day i get bullied or bad mouthed by others in everywhere i actually get used to it because i cry 3 times a day" i gave him a painful smile looking down my feet "i-i.. i honestly i see it a normal thing-" i cutted him off " but others not", "sorry but in my eyes you are beautiful!" i looked immediatly up meeting his honey eyes "those eyes" i thought "by the way what's your name?" he asked curiosity can be seen all over his face "My name is Youta an you?" i answered "My name is Jackson" "well Mira i just wanna say you are so beautiful the way you are keep fighting those stupid people don't fall off and get weak, don't let them controll your life, try to stay strong don't let them affect you, always remember that you have strong personality and you are stronger than them just by being the way you are" hearing those words coming out of his mouth really made me relax and calm .

we reached the school main door "here we are" i exclaimed turnin my head to Jackson "thank u so much Mira" he thanked "well i gotta go because i have a class now, so bye" i waved my hand to him "bye see you Mira and nice to meet you" he said "nice to meet you too Jackson".

i was walking in the hallway heading to my class, i felt like someone was stalking me, i sped up my steps as the steps behind me sped up as well "omg should i turn back? yess Mira you need to turn back" i turned my body quickly facing the person "it's you" we both said at the same time.