The Workings Of My Mind

Tonight

Tonight. All I want is to feel your hair brush against my cheek. Your head buried in my neck while we listen to the wind coming from the other side of a window. My heart skips a beat when your lips leave a gentle kiss of reassurance on my skin, a smile making its way onto my face when you mutter softly to me. My only wish in the world that this becomes something worth fighting for.

Our bodies are tangled together in a messy heap, no movement or discomfort. Just us in a moment that could give me life for years to come. Messy is how we flow together. Sometimes in crashes and sometimes in soft laps. Together we create a hurricane that only we can understand.

Isn't that the beauty of it all? We are the uncontrollable and yet the completely controlled. Nobody meets us and believes we could be something. I do though. I think we could be something more than anybody could imagine.

That's beautiful to me.

That's what I need tonight.