I wished upon a star for this nigga and right into my lap he fell..
A thug .
A nigga with compassion for my hustle, who respected me for more than just late night cuddles.
He was my sunshine in the morning..
And my shooting star when I felt lonely..
Shit sound to perfect huh..
Cause what I really meant was ..
What was he hiding?
In plain sight he was hiding ..
Typical bullshit... so he smiled in my face while he was lying ..
Lead me to think I was crazy..
While I'm blowing his phone up and he just watches it ring..
it's a fucked up story .
And ain't no happy ending ..
Girl that shit broke me ..
But the toxic part of me was into the hair pulling and the choking.
The way we both got to a bag and made sure home was straight.
Food on the table .
Light bills paid.
Type of shit a bitch would pray for..
But everything was wrong..
And this is some shit a bitch wouldn't even beg for...
A nigga is only the person he pretends to be when he's texting..
Posting on the gram flexing..
What I really meant was I love you ..
But when it came out my mouth i said fuck you..
What I really meant was this shit is over rated ..
And at the end.. when it's all said and done..
I really meant fuck this..
Cause I don't compete with no-one ...
Toxic and all..
I really meant to say I'm still that bitch ..
