It sucks not being able to lift yourself up when you destroy every last shred of hope you had for yourself. It stings right in the centre of your chest when you fail yourself and bring down the expectations they had for you.
It becomes hard to take in the oxygen when you don't feel like you deserve it. The world closes in on you when you find yourself falling back. A little slip and you lose the last flicker that ignited the flame of being enough.
-zainab
