Chapter 1
Mommy!! no!! mommy!! Mommy!!! He is going to hurt me !!mommy help me !!
Mom :"babby he won't hurt you it won't take long just a few minutes babby okay, just a few minutes."
Me :"mommy no don't ...don't lock the door mommy mommy !!!"
Sizwe:" aii Marn Thando vuka ( aii Marn Thando wake up) marn it's just a bad dream you starting to annoy me.I wonder what I saw in you yazi."
Little did he know it was flash backs ,my mom turned her back at me .My mom that gave birth to me just let my uncle take my innocence .
Me: I'm sorry sizwe
Sizwe: "aii marn thando you always sorry ,yes your uncle raped you what must we do. The whole world must stop now just because you got raped no man grow up and move on,it happened and you can't change it move on, you were only ten and it happened once move on ."
Sizwe's words cut deeper than a knife my own husband that I married for 5 years ,my first true love. I sometimes wonder what happened to the sweet sizwe or is it me I'm I overthinking this whole thing maybe he is right but I don't know because no matter how old I get I never forget that day .
Sizwe: stop crying marn aii you 25 .khula( grow up)
I didn't even release I was crying .I quickly wiped my tears and went to the living room.
Sizwe: ...."and sleep in the guest room or wherever you want to sleep I don't care ,just don't come in my room I'm tired of you." He said shouting.
I made myself something to eat when I was done i went to the guest room .I'm tired of sizwe I can't take it anymore I want to leave but I can't because he threatened me that if I ever leave him he wants all his Lobola money back .Now I'm not talking about a few thousands hunny..... I'm talking about 2 million and I dont know where he got that kind of money because we dont live in a mansion. My mom just took all that money and spent it to herself, that lady is selfish, I hate her with everything in me and I'm just a lawyer saving up money to start my own firm but when I mentioned it, he told me I got everything I want what else do I want ,if I want anything else he will provide me. He manipulated me to believing that he is all I need until I realised that he doesn't care about me at all.
My alarm went off and I felt like throwing my phone against the wall, it's time to wake up. I dragged my self off the bed into the shower ,when I was done I put lotion on and I wore my blue jeans with a white vest and my knee high heels with a short denim jacket. I tied my braids into a bun and ouuuuu, I must say babby girl looks sexy today. When I got to the kitchen I made myself some breakfast and I quickly ate. Sizwe is playing video games in the living room although he always makes a noise whenever he loses a game. I took my car keys and headed to the door.
Sizwe :"so you going to work looking like that ??"
Me: "yeah ,I think i look pretty fine. ( I'm lying i was actually feeling myself until he decided break my confidence )"
* He just started laughing*
Sizwe:" yeah ne sihamba sishada marn (yeah hey we just go around marrying people man)"
With just that he left laughing his a** out and I was so annoyed .I mean I look beautiful I know I'm beautiful I won't let sizwe get in my head not today hell no!!! I took my BMW keys I'm tired of the 325 i it draws to much attention .I got in the car and on my way to work I felt like something is missing .ohh my God how could I forget Brent faiyaz I blasted Brent faiyaz song clouded and started singing along
Me: "I GAVE IT ALL FOR A FANTASY IS ANYBODY GON' REMEMBER ME?
IF I GO TONIGHT I DOUBT THE WORLD WOULD CHANGE
I JUST PRAY THEY DONT FORGET MY NAME IS IT GAME RULES? I CAN'T LOSE
WHEN ITS ALL SAID AND DONE WILL I STILL BE COOL
SPENT LIKE(how much)ten thousand(ten thousand) twenty thousand (twenty thousand )thirty thousand
(thirty thousand )forty thousand( forty thousand)!!!!!!"
Damn Brent faiyaz gets me in feelings I didn't even release I was already at work I just saw the security knocking on my window telling to switch off the music mxm. I switched off the music ,got of my car and went to my office
Me: "Lunga any meetings today?"
Lunga: "you not very busy today mam ,you just have a meeting with mr Zungu at 11:30 am then you can go back home I'll handle the rest."
Me:"thank you so much my love."
Lunga is the best P.A anyone could ask for. She is always on time and her work is always on point .I just love her. She doesn't stress me out at all and we actually talk about everything, she's more like a bestfriend to me .I was getting bored at work so I started looking into my next clients case and started doing some research and I must say the case is not that hectic so I closed my lap top and I saw a fine handsome man standing at the corner.
Him:" I was wondering when you going to finish he briefly smiles."
Me : "I'm so sorry .I didn't even release you were there,you must be Mr Zungu"
Him:"Nkululeko is fine."
* We hand shaked*
Me: "please take a sit ,lets get started. What may I help you with?"
Nkululeko:"Well I'm accused of murder, Mr. Ncube."
Me: "The CEO of Telkom?"
Nkululeko:"yesss!"
Me:"Did you do it and I need you to be honest?"
Nkululeko:"No ,I was at the wrong place at the wrong time and all the evidence is pointing at me."
Me: "okay I see"
Nkululeko:"So who is the lucky guy? He said that looking at my ring."
Me: Sizwe I said rolling my eyes, and I took a look at his hands and i saw he doesn't have a ring on. I just kept quiet because l found it weird to ask my clients about their love lives.
Nkululeko: "I'm assuming he's not treating you well?"
Me: "So we are done for today I said standing up ,I'll stay in touch and keep you updated have a good day Mr Zungu."
* He just stood there smiling at me ugh what is wrong with this man. I just left him there and told lunga to deal with him.*
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RomanceA young women who is in a abusive relationship is afraid to leave because her husband threatens to want all his lobola (dowry) money.
