broken heart repair - Mattia fanfic

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they couldn't have done this, right? they wouldn't just go snooping through my room. but who else could it have been? it wasn't my mom or cruz, and no one else was in here but them. should i ask them? should i just leave it alone? UHHH you know what i'm gonna go over to kairis and ask him.

i put on some sweatpants and a tank top. i go out through my window cause why not. i knock on his door and he opens it.
k-hey chantel
c-hey
k-come in
he says as he opens the door wider to let me in
c-thanks, i actually came here to talk to you about something
k-oh okay, you wanna go up to my room?
c-yeah sure
i followed him up to his room. when i walked in i saw three boys. (mattia, ale, and robert)
c-you didn't tell me they were here
i whispered to kai
k-oh is it that private?
c-no it fine i'll just tell all you then
m-oh hey chantel
c-sup polibio, hey guys
a- wow you say hi to mattia and we just get a "hey guys"
rob- someone has favorites
c- actually i don't have a favorite, i hate you all equally
m- ouch
k- okay so what where you gonna talk about?
c- oh yeah, i just to ask you guys something and i want you guys to honest with me because i HATE liars
they looked at each other like if they knew what i was gonna ask.
c- last time we hung out at my house and i kinda stormed off, did you guys go through the box that was under my desk?
they looked at each other
c- oh my god, YOU WENT THROUGH THE BOX?!?!
a- look chan-
c- no, i don't want your excuses! i can't believe you guy would do that!
rob- chantel we are so sorry, but it was right there it looked so tempting
c- i met you guys like two weeks ago, i welcome you into my room and i leave for a while and go through my stuff?! who does that?! what gives you right to invade my privacy like that!
m-okay chantel clam down please
c-what do you mean 'calm down' i pretty sure if i did that to one of you, y'all would flip out on me!
k-okay chantel just let us explain
c- okay fine, you have ten minutes, go
k- okay after you left we were all confused on why
a- and after a while we got bored and your room has a bunch of cool things in it so we started look around to see what we should do
rob- then we saw the box
m-correction, YOU saw the box robert
k-anyways, alvaro suggested that we should open it to see what was inside
m- and us being the dumbasses that we are we agreed to it.
a- we opened it and saw a bunch of pictures, gifts, notes, movie tickets, post card.
rob- we went through the pictures, read all the notes and letters
c- you read the letters?!!!
m-i know what we did was bad but i really hope you could forgive us
k- yeah me too, we didn't know that box meant so much to you
a-we're really sorry chantel
c- you know it fine, you guys were gonna find out either way
rob- also i'm not really sure what happened between you and 'joshie bae' but i'm sorry that it did
i smiled at the nickname i gave josh when we first started dating.
c- it's fine. where are the other two privacy invaders?
m- they when back to florida, they moved there before summer
c-oh
m- so we're all good now?
c- i guess
they all got up and gave me hug
we hung out for a while then i went home.

once i got home i got that feeling again. guilt, why do i feel so guilty? i feel like i'm cheating or something even though nothing happened in that way. i felt tears form in my eyes. when does it stop? when does this pain go away? does it stay forever? or am i never gonna be happy again?

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should chantel open up to someone?? and if so who, mattia or kairi
this is a mattia story so their "thing" can start from there or she can tell her best friend kai. LMK 
(didn't proof read)