Forever

1. Leaving You!

It all started on that one day...the day when I lost my everything. I never thought that life can be so unfair to me.. the life that I wanted to be full of roses was only left with thorns and bitter memories..Memories that can and will never leave me..no matter, how hard I try! 

But now, there was nothing more to say, nothing more to live for. Now I was finally alone! I finally feel the peace for which I left my everything behind. A peace that holds no value to me, but was certainly important. I will never be able to forgive myself for all my doing, but I hope Taehyung will be able to forgive me, his Seokjin! But, can he really do that? 

With that question in mind, he finally left to New York, a life full of misery was awaiting for him! But he had no guilt, he knew whatever happened between him and his Tae was meant to happen. It was something he planned for, since the very beginning. And, now it was too late for him to take it all back.

Even though, Seokjin had no hope in his heart, he know he has to live, not for anybody else but for his baby, his little beam, his only strength and the only reminder of his love for Tae and his baby girl, Meiro. And that is why he was leaving, his home, his Korea! And was going to a new country, to start a new life with his little bean, and his only string to his Tae and Miro.

Finally after 14 hours and 16 minutes, he was in New York! He didn't know where to go from the airport, he still need to figure it all out. But he was ready, to go in this new journey, he has too! He has too take baby steps towards his babies future, as he was his only hope! 

Hope! He knew that is all, he needed to keep going, to continue, to strive a future for him and his baby. He stepped outside the airport, and took a taxi. He was hungry and he knew he couldn't afford food at airport, so he need to find a motel where he can stay and have food. He knew that for now, that is the priority! So, he asked his driver to drive him to an inexpensive motel, he knew money is going to play a big problem and its almost impossible for him to connect to any of his friends and family. 

He has too start all alone and by himself, but thankfully he was not alone. In less than 6 months, he will have his baby, and he will once again have a reason to live, he will smile for him, he will love his little bean with all his heart and he will tell his little bean all about his handsome father and adorable sister and someday, if he is able to forget himself, he will go back to his daughter and to his Tae! He knew this was impossible but he wanted his son to know that he has a father and a sister, who if knew that he existed would love him with all heart.

But, Seokjin knew that if not them, at least he and his son will love them both and he will love his son, for all of them! The ride to motel, finally came to an end. To his surprise, his taxi driver took himto a mansion rather than a cheap motel. He was surprised and before he could ask any question, somebody opened his door.

Jin was shocked to see the person, who was opening his door, it was his Taehyung! He had no idea how and when he got there. He stuttered, "Ta...Tae you--re here! How? and Wae..?" Tae had a smirk on his face, he was in no mood to answer Jin, he just opened the door wider, hinting him to get out of the car. Jin got his hint and got out of the cab, and tae payed the driver and thanked him for delivering his husband safely to him. The jovial driver, gave his heartiest smile to the couple and left.

As soon as driver left, Tae picked up Seokjin in bridal style and took him inside the mansion. As soon as the door happened, Miro came running to Seokjin and hugged him tight, there were tears coming down from his eyes as he was crying and yelling at Seokjin, " Wae Appa wae....? You left me and Daddy? Don't you love me? Don't you love him? Don't you want me to meet  my little brother? Wae Appa? 

Seokjin's heart which was already full of guilt was now drowning in guilt as he didnt know what to answer to his little Miro, who was questioning him about his life decisions. But guilt, was not the only emo tion he was feeling, he was confused too! He was shocked to hear from Miro about his little brother. He wanted to ask her, how did she know about him. But he knew, that now was not the right time. Right now, he need to console her. He need to tell her that his Appa loves him! and so does his little brother! But soon, he saw Miro was being dragged away from him to his room, by two of Teahyung's men! There hold on Miro was not too strong, but Miro was throwing a fit to them, due to which them moving her away from Seokjin, felt more like straggling her away from him. 

Seeing all the chaos and straggling of his daughter by his men was not making Tae at all happy, he finally told his men to leave Miro. As soon as Miro was freed from his Daddy's man, he came running to his Appa. But before he could go back and hug Seokjin, Tae hold his daughter lovingly, in a big hug and made him sit on his lap, and asked her to calm down! When Miro, calm down, he asked his daughter lovingly to go back to her room and told her that soon the trio of him, his appa and his little bean in his Seokjin's stomach will come and meet him, and they will be again happy! Forever!