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by sharianababy

by sharianababy

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Nicholas.

As I was limping as fast as I could to Alana outside. She turns around and slaps the fuck out of me causing me to gasp for air.

"I understand the situation between you two...I get it! It just fucking sucks that I will always be second place and she will always beat me in everything!" She shouts. "Even when she has already picked who she wanted to be with!"

I just stayed silent.

"And you have nothing to say because you know I'm right. Nicholas I'm trying to help you heal and forget about her because it's toxic for you and you aren't even giving me a try!" She exclaims then sighs. "I'm not breaking up with you, but for the sake of our relationship please...just please don't do it again."

"I'm sorry, and it won't happen again." As much as I loved the fuck out of Robin, this was a sign to let her go...for good.

"Let's go home." She says and walks to the car.

I follow her, but look back at the house. My heart breaking to millions of pieces. Forgetting everything my sister said to me when I was in a coma.

I had to or I wouldn't be able to move on.

As I got into the passenger seat of my car Alana drove off and I take a good look at the house again knowing the lost love of my life was in there.

All I could whisper was, "I'm sorry."

We got back to my apartment and Alana helped me inside. I was already patched up by Robin so there wasn't much she needed to do as much as she asked to. I just took a shower and went straight to bed. In pain physically and mentally. I wanted to silently cry, but Alana would notice. I just kept it all in and slowly fell asleep in deep guilt.

I shortly open my eyes and look down seeing all white beneath me and all around as I looked. I must've been dreaming because I remember being in the bed.

"Nicholas, Alana is a good person. Only you can determine your future with the guide of me." My sister, Aaliyah reveals herself to me.

I go to her and hug her tightly feeling her warmth not wanting to let go.

"I miss you." I say.

"I miss you more, but did you listen to me?" She says and I pull back nodding my head.

"Liyah I just...I don't know what to do. I remember you told me to not give up on Robin and-and when we kissed she remembered me, but Alana...she's been trying so hard to help me recover from everything." I say, upset.

"Nicky, just live your life. Stop worrying and most of all love, everyone. You can't force it." She says. "Things happen for a reason, you just have to be patient because the right things always come at the best times."

I gasped as I woke up from my dream holding my chest taking deep breaths. That felt so real. I look over seeing Alana and I slightly smile.

"Are you okay?" She asks me.

"I love you." I finally say and she sits up flabbergasted at my words, but she response by kissing me.

I lay on my back and she lays on my chest with my arm wrapped around her waist I was fast asleep again.