I am tired,
The shadows across the street of insanity
Dancing with demons and angels.
The fact that I'll never be enough,
I will never be what I want
or need.
Damn, I am fucking exhausted.
The water keeps swimming in my lungs,
I cant swim in there.
I feel a weight on my chest,
yet the water is inside.
Soon, the pain will die.
The porn does not help anymore,
I feel even more distant from people
from friends
from family.
I am just so damn tired...
So now I am here, Tired.
Waiting for something to fall at my feet.
Knowing that I am destined to fail,
Tired as hell
I wait to find the blissful sleep.
I am tired.
I accept that I am
but I am ready to give up as well.
