To all the boys one shots

Breakup

LaraJean prov
A tear was rolling down my face whilst he was standing in front of me, shouting at me.

"How could you think I would ever do such a thing to you?" I cried back to him.

He didn't answer; he just stood there "Peter, answer me, you're scaring me."

"I saw you with him ok LaraJean he looked at you in the way he used to when he was in love with you, ok!" he said as his eyes became sadder thinking about when we were younger and when John was in love with me.

"Seriously though peter why could you think I ever could cheat on you. and before you say 'im sorry but the way he looked at you' it doesn't matter how he looked at me. I love you peter ok no one else just you ok, you are the person who I want to spend the rest of my life with ok, it's you only you its always been you!"

"I love you too, but I can't be with you because I don't trust that you aren't sleeping with him", Peter said as tears were brimming in his eyes.

"you obviously don't love me because if you did love me, you would believe me. I can't believe you don't believe me", I said back to me.

"I'm sorry" were the last words he said before walking out the door, and I fell to the floor and cried so much I thought my eyes were going to dry up.

Peter prov
After I ran out of her house I walked home with tears falling down my cheeks, I hadn't realised I was crying until I could taste the salty liquid on my lips. As I got to my apartment I fumbled with the keys until I opened the door. Walking through the door I dropped my things and sprinted for my bed. Landing on it was like landing in a giant marshmallow. I just laid there looking up at the ceiling thinking, how could she do this to me? And with him really, last time she picked me but I think she just picked him this time. I started to cry again and this time I didn't stop, I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning I rolled over to look at my phone I was shocked at what I saw. A news headline about me and LaraJean.
The headline wrote "Lacrosse player Peter kavinsky and Movie star, singer-songwriter and novelist LaraJean Covey have officially broke up."
All I really wanted to do at that moment was text Covey. So i do. As I finish writing my paragraph, I see the little bubbles at the cornier of my screen I wait to see if she actually send a message or not. I wait about a minute and the text never comes, the bubbles disappear so I delete my message and put my phone down.

LaraJean prov
I woke up the next morning lying on my floor by the front door, my mind instantly came back to last night, and what Peter said to me. I stood up and walk to the kitchen to get some coffee, I took my phone of the sofa and stopped in my tracks when I saw what the news said.

The headline said, "Lacrosse player Peter Kavinsky and Movie star, singer-songwriter and novelist LaraJean Covey have officially broken up."

'How did they know' was the first thought in my head. I started to text peter 'have you seen the news about us, how did they find out' but I stopped my finger from sending the text I begin to delete the message until I see a bubble at the corner of my screen which means that he was going to text me. It means that he was thinking of me. I miss him, and it has only been 12 hours. However, the bubbles abruptly went away.

jump ahead two days

The last two days, I have been sulking around the house, and as I live alone, I have no one to force me to go out and stop crying and overthink everything. I turned my phone off so my manager, publicist or family couldn't contact me, I didn't have it in me to tell everyone what happened.  I have also been feeling nauseous, and the smell of particular food made me want to vomit.