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Another annoying day early in the morning having an interview..ugh so annoying...I wish i was never a model i hate this,i start getting ready and start going to my car.good thing i dont have to drive.
I arrive at the radio station to do my interview live,so annoying i thought while im going there.
They start going live and start asking all these question then i hear one question that i answer,do u have a darkside they said.
Everybody has a dark side
I feel embarrassed when they see mine,i start saying stuff,Am I a good person or a lost one?
Will this feel worth it when I'm all done?
Will I feel ashamed of like who I was?
With the pain vanish or will more come?
Will I stay numb or regain love?
Maybe someday have a taste of freedom?
Will I take the poison out of my blood?
Or just leave it there inside of my lungs?
"S-sir-"
I just want control, I feel so exposed
Liars in my home!
"Sir..-"
Let me go let me go let me go...
I went back home as soon as possible,my parents shouting at me for almost revealing there secret,i just had to speak up.
Talk but never listen, at least I admit it
Blackout all my vision, watching me diminish
That's my favorite past time, I know nothing different
Tell me something different, I don't see the difference
I just feel offended, I just feel defensive
Why don't you accept me? I just need acceptance
Time is of the essence, don't like how we spend it.

You brat- they said i interupted

You just want perfection, I need you to let me..
Let me go,let me go let me go..

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 24, 2020 ⏰

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