June 22 April 2016
Today is my birthday! I'm so happy I'm spending it at home whith mum wilst mardy old dad's at work . Mum was so kind, she baked me pancakes whith golden syrup banana slices and Strawberry whith ice cream, but... today is also the day I come out as trans....
At this minuet in time I start to worry and have a panic attack. Everything starts spinning . To loud! My heart is racing I feel like I'm going to pass out . MAKE IT STOP! quickly I go and hide in a dark place , it's my time out space . My ... it's okay to be scared space . A space were nobody not even the monster can find me I sit down and curl up in to a ball trying to ease my nerves. Slowly I start to calm down ...
What happens if she hates me? NO! Stop saying that ... she... she's my mum she will except me right? But what about dad? Whenever he sees a gay couple out in the streets he shouts homophobick language at them . I would tell u what thay are but I don't want repeat the cruel violent words he used . I felt do sorry for the couple
Thay both ran of crying . I tried to shout sorry but my dad grabbed my arm and started walking home ... I wonder what thay are doing now.
Dad's going to hate me....
YOU ARE READING
it's just a word...
Teen Fictiona story about a joung girl coming out transgender to her family and not being excepted by her father who she stays at every 2 weeks making it hard for her to be herself . she cuts her hair and becomes a new person .... transgender is just a word...
