THE BLIND GIRL .

1 .

my name is wynter armani johnson i was blind since i was 12 and i hated being blind

because i just wasn't feeling it at all i loved taking pictures even though i couldn't see

my mama was right there telling me to look straight everytime i take a picture

and do this lil kissy lip thingy with my lips i felt like i looked stupid so i laughed but then cried

my eyes is a blond brown honey brown color my mama use to tell me

but when i take my pill my eyes turn light grey and my mama use to say she loved both eye colors

i just wanted my vision back and my mama didn't let me out the house at all and i knew why

because she said i couldn't see i will maybe bump into something or someone

but i asked my mama can i just go for a walk alone please just today and she nodded

call me , do you want your stick and i nodded no because i hated that i'm blind not special ed

i walked out the door and put my headphones in listening to lil durk when we shoot

love my block and i love my city we call hoes eats , wake up late bout 50k better brush your teeth ima say no when the nigga ask i know he a leech contract with the label bitch im able , i'm signed to the streets - lil durk.

i rapped while walking i smelled something good like cotton candy and followed the scent

seem like i was the only one in the line so i can i get a large cotton candy "flavors" the man said

blue berry and strawberry please but can you say here when it's ready and he said okay ma'am

here the man said and i started going in my purse to pay him the dollar

i pulled out a dollar and paid then walked off and i was just walking around until i heard

" YOUNG BOY YOUNG BOY NBA YOUNGBOY" and i just looked

i didn't really listen to his music my mama didn't let me she like lil durk music though

"TAKE A PICTURE YOUNGBOY" and i heard laughing and i'm like let me walk off

i walked straight and i heard what the fuck bitch we taking a picture i turned around

just looking and i heard bitch you can't hear the fuck and i scrunched up my face

"chill out mane" i heard and i was just staring and the girl said this bitch acting like she can't see

and i heard a familiar voice saying " bitch because she can't she blind the fuck"

i heard her come up to me and say come on i'll walk you home i looked up and said journey

she said yes this me baby girl why you walking around anyways i said i just wanted to i been inside bored all day everyday

i said you can't tell my mama "get in" i heard a boy voice and i got scared journey said you good cous

it's my boyfriend his name boomer i got in the car with all these questions being thrown at me

" aye you blind " mmyeah

" what's yo eye color " i saw a flashlight stinging the hell out my eye

ouchhhh what the fuck i screamed and they all said " i thought you was blind " i am

but bright light stings just one of my eyes and he said oh im sorry lil girl

i heard somebody said " what's your name "

i said who's asking and the voice said " youngboy " and all the others smack they teeth's

wynter "ouu i'm shivering" i heard someone say as i laughed and my cousin said

you coming with me okay call your mom and tell her and i called her and i said "ma i'm with journey"

okay she said put courtney on the phone i put her on the phone and she hung up and said okay

she said you can sleep if you want to journey said and i said cool i need clothes though

you staying by kentrell for a week because your mama going to a trip and i looked and said

girl who's kentrell youngboy said that's me you could call me kentrell not young boy li girl

and i said okay bruh and i put my head down and went to sleep because i was bored

wake up shorty somebody said tapping me and i woke up and said where are we

kentrell laughed and said my house li girl na get up as i was getting out he slammed the door

but my feet was right there i don't think he know "OOOOOOUUUUUUCCCCCHHHH"

kentrell came running to the car "my bad" i'm so sorry wynter i didn't mean to do that

he said now get out i got out and couldn't even walk because my ankle was hurting bad

he said come on and picked me up while tears was coming down my eyes because of the pain

he laid me down and got ice and out it on my ankle he asked if i was hungry and i said yes

so he said i'll be back and came back with some canes ughhh what took you all day i said with a attitude