My life

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I opened the front door just about Able to walk ,I think it was around 2a:m ,no one would be awake at this time so I could sneak back into my room. The only this that was stopping me was the 3 flights of stairs ahead of me. I can't sleep on the couch because then they'll know I snook out .

It took me a few minutes to get up the stairs,I quietly attempted to tip toe across the wooden floors finally to reach my room.

I had a fight with my family earlier i stormed off shouting telling them I hated them so no one would even dare try disturbing me in my room so that's how I snook out.

I woke up the next morning to my brother shouting in outside my room "Jess get up c'mon were gonna be late" , my head was pounding I didn't wanna face him and the rest of the boys with this hangover I replied "I don't feel the best ash I think I'm gonna give rehearsals a miss okay?"

"I'm coming in" he replied "no no don't come in I'm getting changed "I answered back quickly. (I know if I had just told him "no not to come in" he still would of so I had to tell him I was getting changed ,second lie of the day and it's only 10:40 and if I'm honest I didn't really wanna see him over the stuff he said to me yesterday)

"okay see you later then faker" he replied as walked he walked down the stairs. I hoped out of bed got a shower and got changed into training gear I decided to get at least an hours rehearsal ,I walked down the road towards the studio ,as I walked into the studio reception the 8 boys just gave me a blunt look ..

"So you decided to turn up then" ike said with a straight face. "We need to talk upstairs now" terry said ,I walked into studio and upstairs to where we eat sleep relax and have meetings ,I sat down at the table with the rest of the boys besides Mitchell and perri they're weren't allowed up .

"so Jessica" terry said (he never calls me Jessica I knew I was in trouble this is probably just gonna be a repeat of what happened yesterday at home) "yes" I replied trying to avoid eye contact "your brothers have told us what you doing and we need to sort it out before it gets out of hand,you need to stop sneaking out and going missing until all hours I know your going through a hard time at the moment but that's not an excuse !

Danielle didn't have to take you in and take care of your for all these years you have no right to be so rude to her you need to treat her with more respect!" He said angrily "I've already had this lecture can we move onto something else please my life is none of your business" I said still sat on the chair.

"no you need to face the consequences of your actions your grounded for two weeks ,no phone ,no wifi,no laptop and no iPad hand your phone over now!" "No I need it" i replied walking down the stairs away from them. Warren grabbed the phone out of my hand and put it in his pocket "you can have it back in 2 weeks"he said " are you actually serious?" I shouted "yes" they all answered "ugh I hate you all" i stormed out of the studio and Walked home locking myself In my room with a weeks supply of food and drink.

A few hours Later I get I knock on my bedroom door "who is it" I said my eye not moving from the television screen "ermm hi Jess it's me" perri said I jumped up and let him in locking the door behind him..

"I brought nandos "he said pulling a bag from his sports bag " who let you in "I asked " no one Jordan gave me his key" he answered ,for the rest of the night we ate food and watched movies .

no one was home yet and it was 10:30 I hopped into bed pulling perri alongside me "dani will kill me if she catches us in bed again"perri said letting out a nervous laugh "she's not home it's okay" I said going in to kiss him ..it was the next morning and once again I was woke by someone banging down my bedroom door "let me in now jess" I heard dani say I looked at perri in shock we both rushed to try find out clothes.