Dear who ever gives a fuck.
Today was another stupid shitty day, i got called ugly once again, for the 27th time today by 3 different people, i got suicide thoughts once again, telling me 'find a rope and hang yourself, then everyone will be happy' 'go kill yourself, nobody wants you' 'you were a mistake' 'i wish you were never born!' '1 or 2 cuts more wont mater you need to cut deeper' 'jump of a bridge!' 'If i were you i'd be ashamed to be alive' 'you're a piece of trash dont toutch me!' 'Why did you stop cutting, you should do it more!' 'You fat ass stop eating you're wasting food' These are things people have said to me and i'm starting to think i should do it, keep in mind i'm underweight, profesionel help doesn't work, i tried but it's hopeles the only reason i am alive today is my friends and also mwommy as i call her i dont mean my real mom, that suports me. Thats all for today, hope i dont see you tomorow.
