Suicidal

Chapter 2

1 week later

"Can you stop" I yelled at Rashan, he had took me to Fun palace for a date and I was enjoying it. We been talking for a week and he is so nice and sweet he told me he a drug a dealer but I was okay with it.

"Girl come on you shot me twice" he laughed "I don't care it's laser tag that's the whole point dummy" I chuckled trying to catch my breath "Come on so we can get something to eat" he said wrapping his arm around my neck.

We left Fun palace and went to Wing stop to pick up some wings, and I love Wing Stop!! "How can I help you" the employee asked "Can I have 5 hot wings, 5 bbq wings, 5 lemon pepper, and 5 garlic parmesan with fries please" Rashan ordered.

"Yes sir your meal will be done in about 5 minutes" she responded back "Ok thanks".

Our food was done so we drove off. I invited him to my house to eat because my mama was at her boyfriend house. I got out the car and opened the door, I felt the cool breeze hit my body so I hurried up to unlock the door to my house.

Rashan closed the door on his way in and locked it, I went upstairs to change into something comfortable. I took off my black leggings and put on some shorts and took off my cropped floral shirt and put on a black t-shirt.

I walked down stairs and felt Rashsn staring a hole in my body "You see something you like" I chuckled walking to the table to eat my food "Yea" he smiled.

"What's your favorite color" I asked him randomly "Red why" "Just asking" I smiled. "What's your favorite color" he asked me "Black, Red, Purple and Gold" I answered.

"Damn girl all them colors" he chuckled. When we was done eating we sat on the couch and I put on Menace II Society, he laid on the couch and I laided by him on the couch with my head on his chest.

"How much do you like me" he asked out of the blue, I was embarrassed to say but I like him a lot "Uhh a lot" I blushed "Okay" he smiled "What about you" I asked, "What about me" he said trying to act like he didn't know what I was talking about.

"You know what I'm talking about" I giggled playfully hitting his arm "A lot ma" he smirked at me. I was blushing hard and I know it because he was just looking at my cheeks "I love your dimples Angel" he grinned "Thanks" I smiled at him.

We locked eyes, he start to move close to me so I moved up closer to him, he kept coming up close until out lips locked. He know how to kiss not sloppy but perfect, our tongues was wrestling each other and I got on top of him holding his neck to deepen our kiss.

He was holding me by my waist and lifted my shirt a little "Wait Rashan" I said letting go of our kiss "I'm not ready yet" I explained "I'm okay with that ma" he smiled.

We fixed ourselves and remain to watch the movie I was getting tired so I closed my eyes a little bit and ended up knocked out.

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I woke up in my bed sleeping right next to Rashan and he sleep so cute, I took a picture of him and put it on snapchat. I got out the bed to go to the restroom so I can clean myself up.

When I was done I went downstairs to make some homemade pancakes, bacon and eggs.

I put the bacon in the oven while I was making the pancakes. I was finished with the pancakes and bacon so I put the eggs on the stove since I already stir it up.

I grabbed our plates and put all the food on the tray and our orange juice, I carried the tray upstairs and when I walked in my room I put the tray down and grabbed piece a bacon off his plate.

I walked up to him and put the bacon close up to his nose so he can smell it. He start to sniff around with his eyes still close and he opened his mouth bit the bacon, I chuckled.

He woke up and grabbed the bacon out my hand and start to eat it, I was dead laughing. "Damn my bitch know how to throw down" he said in a gay voice that made me fall on the floor laughing so hard my stomach hurted.

"You so childish Rashan" I laughed "Now past me my plate" he demanded "Boy shut up".

When we was done eating Rashan wanted me to go home with him so he can clean up and he wanted to show me his house.

When we arrived to his house I was in awe, his house was so big and nice "Rashan your house is beautiful" I said admiring his house "Preciate it".

When he unlocked the door he let me walk in before him, his house was so big in the inside and it was just pretty.
"Come upstairs" he said reaching his hand out to me so I can go up there with him.

"You can walk around and look if you want but come back in my room when you done." "Ok" I responded back.

I didn't do a lot of looking I just looked at the guest room and that's really it. I walked into his room hearing the shower running so I just laid on his bed and got on my phone.

I was scrolling down looking at my old pics on there and I seen a throwback picture of me and my bestfriend Layla. She died when I was 10, we was playing tag outside in front of her yard and next thing you know a drive by.

They was trying to kill someone else and ended up shooting her on an accident. I was devastated for months, that was a true bestfriend and you can't find a true, loyal real bestfriend these days.

I hurried up and got off Instagram and went on Twitter when I was about to tweet something I heard the shower stop running and the door knob turning.

He walked out soaking wet and dripping with a towel wrapped around his waist, I couldn't do nothing but stare at his body only me and God know what I would've done.

"You see something you like or you see something you want" he chuckled "Boy I ain't even paying attention to you" I lied "Mhmmn whateva but what you wanna do tonight" he asked walking into his closet.

"It doesn't matter" I responded back

Sorry I had to end like this but please vote and comment :)