You wake up and notice you have an another horrible day to go through. You get dressed and put long sleves on to hide your cuts you made last night. You walk to school and open the doors. Then you notice your bullies are right there and throw water on you. You get embarrassed and run to the school bathroom and slam the stall door and cry. Someone over heard you crying amd knocks on the stall door. You wipe your tears and said yeah im fine. They hug you and say no you aren't. Explain to me. You explain. You and him instantly become friends and you guys been talking since. He stands up for you. Then one day he doesn't come to school. Its been past months and he hasn't came back. Your bullies laugh at you and bully you since he left. One day they took it to far. You run home crying. You pick up a razor blade and cut deep into both of your arms and you pass out dead while bleeding. Your little brother comes up stairs and sees you bleeding on the bed and he crys and yells for your mom and dad. Your mom and dad cry so hard they barley have tears left. They call 911. Couple hours later 911 has arrived and they put you into the ambulance and they try to bring you back to life but it didnt work. They call your mom and dad and broke the news to them. Couple days later your mom and dad call all your family members and you guys have your funeral. Your friend arrives an 1 hour late. The next day the principle announces your suicide. Your bullies are all upset and said they took it way to far and they try to apologize to your mom but your mom doesn't accept it.
A couple years later.
Your bullies now have eating disorders. Your mom and dad are divorced. Your mom and little brother now have depression, eating disorders, and anxiety. Your bestfriend has depression and is in a metal hospital cause she tried killing herself and she went insane. Your bullies constantly blame themseleves for your suicide.
Your looking at down at them from heaven and apologize for your death and blame yourself cause you think you made them like this...
If you need someone to talk to... tell me I'll help. Oh and happy suicidal prevention month too...😔💫❣
