Watch out

I shed a tear while the engine on the train started running. I can feel the wheels running over the railway. The tear fell off my chin down to the book that I was holding in my knees. The memories came right through me like a rocket ship. I remember everything, the blood, the bodies, everything I do not want to remember keeps crawling up to my mind.

"Catherine, watch out" Jack said while pushing me to the ground. He saved me and paid the price with his life. While bleeding out his last words was "Catherine I wish that I told you this earlier, I love you" I never got the chance to tell him that I loved him too. I remember this event that happened yesterday as if it only was a few minutes ago. In all my days, in all my years, in my whole life this was the worst thing that ever happened to me.

I heard a voice from the wind, it was a voice that was very close to me. "I love you" The wind whispered to me. It kept repeating those three words in my ear everytime I felt the wind passed by me, however it always left me in agony wanting more. It was like a cycle going back and forth inside my head and it drove me insane. The train started to slow down and I was getting paranoid, the wind kept whispering to me and I reached into my bag to pull out the one thing that could tear me apart and end my life in a blink of an eye.