Chapter 6
For the past month I didn’t do anything. I didn’t eat, I didn’t move. All I did was sleep and went on my laptop. Every day I would write letters to Liam pretending I was talking to him. I got a knock on the door. But I was too weak to move. But I built up all my strength. I got out of my bed and got down the stairs. I opened the door to see harry. “Robbie you have got to help Liam he is hurting himself.” “What”. I said weakly. Then I collapsed on the floor. I awoke on my couch with harry standing over me. He had my wrist in his hand. As soon as I flickered my eyes open he said sternly “what is this “I took a look at my wrist and realized he saw the fresh cuts. I had been cutting up and down my thighs and on my wrist for the past month once a day maybe even more if I thought about Liam. I grabbed my wrist from his grasp. “Um you wouldn’t understand”. “yes I do Liam has been doing the same thing he is killing himself over you”. “Oh my god I don’t care he can I tried to tell him how I felt a long time ago and he didn’t even care.” But the truth was I did care he was the only reason I was doing this to myself. “Robbie just please try talk to him he misses you terribly” “ok let me get dressed”. I went up stairs slowly I barely had any strength. I went to my closet and put on a plain t-shirt and a sweatshirt. I put on my black skinny jeans. They were so baggy on me. I put on a black beanie and went down stairs. I put on my black all stars and walked out the door. Harry trailed behind me. I got in his car and we drove to Liam’s destination. Harry sped there and that’s when I forgot he didn’t even have a driver’s license.
Liams POV
I couldn’t live knowing that she would be in the arms of another guy. I guess I have always loved Robbie just didn’t want to admit it. I didn’t want to admit because I was afraid that I would hurt her and she has already been hurt so many times I couldn’t do this to her. I would hurt her I know it I had to stay away from her. Suddenly there was a knock on the bedroom door. Robbie came in she wasn’t as radiant as she was. Still beautiful just not as glowing. She had her ribs sticking out of her shirt. She was so skinny it made me just want to tear up. She trudged in and fell onto my bed she could barely stand she was so weak. She stared at me with her lids weighed heavy. She picked up her hands above her head. That’s when I saw her freshly cut wrist. Slits from one side to the other deep. Dry blood covered her wrist. She saw me starring at the wounds and quickly put them down in her lap. I grabbed her wrist gently and turned it over and moved it closely to me. I grazed my finger over them. I started to tear up. One rolled down my cheek. It fell on to her tiny wrist. She tilted my head up her small hand upon my chin. She looked into upon my face with faded eyes. They weren’t as sparkling as always. I had done this to her I had made the sparkle in her eyes fade, I had made her once radiant skin wash out. I had made her once perfect figure a living nightmare. I had practically killed her. I took her hand away from my chin and dropped it on the bed I turned my face away from hers. In hopes that she would get the message but she was still there. “What’s wrong”. I turned to her looked at her softly. “I did this to you” “did what to me “ “I am the one who has practically killed you” “yes that’s true but” I cut her of “Robbie you need o go I need you to stay away and forget me” “no Liam I won’t the only reason I am practically gone is because you left me” I looked her surprised. “I only left because you didn’t want me” “I did want you you just never caught the sign you were always ignoring me when Danielle was around which was always, when she went so did you”. “Well I thought you would think you were seconds if I went to you straight away but I guess that you were always the first”.
