By your side
Prince hasn't been around for so long, but he knows he can position himself as the leader of the team, because even though David got the captain's armband back with Alex's fracture, the Argentinian doesn't yet speak a lot of German and doesn't have a leadership adapted to lead on and off the pitch. Maybe next year. Prince doesn't think he's representative of the team today, or at least not of the whole team, maybe more of the board. Fredi made a point of not overdoing it, but he understood everyone's frustration. Ante wanted to do it, but not only is he too young, not only does he not know how to hold back. So it was up to him to do it, to take this stupid responsibility in hand, because he has known Niko for much longer than the others, he knows how to get him to understand the message. Prince should be entirely happy for him that Bayern have decided to hire him, but he, like everyone at the club, would have liked it not to happen so suddenly, overnight, for the team to end not messy because of all this, everyone would have preferred that the trust last, that the adventure continued one more year.
He would have preferred not to be in Niko's room at the end of the evening, after an away game, he would have preferred not to see all the understanding in his eyes, not to see that hint of regret in his look when Prince has to explain to him that he has to do it for the example. Prince would like Niko not to be Niko for the night, that he decides to fight for his own good instead of accepting that for the sake of the club. Prince bites his lower lip as he dominates the body of his coach, his friend. He genuinely wished he didn't have to do this, finally let Ante do it, but it's up to him, it's too late, all decisions have been made. There is no going back anymore. Prince takes the little bottle of lube out of his pocket, having previously removed Niko's boxers, he doesn't want to have to do that, he feels no pleasure in it, but the team has been betrayed, more than him, and everything has a price, even here.
Prince puts Niko's legs on his shoulders, he's not sure if their teammates are listening at the door, if they are asleep, or decide not to care about Berliners' friendship, but he hopes no one will ever really know what's happening in that room. He puts lube on his hand without a ring, leaving the other on Niko's hip to hold him in place. He knows that what he's going to do will be painful, he knows that Niko shouldn't have to go through this, he even knows that all this would never have happened without Bayern, but he has no choice, it's for the team. He fits a first finger into his friend's ring of flesh, he would like so much not to see him squirm under him, not to hear him moan. Prince keeps biting his lower lip, he doesn't know how he'll be able to make up for it later, but he doesn't even know if there will be one later , Niko goes to Bayern, and Prince refuses to stay at Frankfurt without him. Prince pushes in a second finger to make sure that what follows won't be as painful as he thinks it will be, it isn't for fun that he opens him, but it is for the team, they all have to be avenged for this treason. If only this had never happened.
Prince withdraws his two ringless fingers to place that hand back on Niko's warm skin, he'll be lying if he says he hasn't already thought about doing this with him under other circumstances. He puts lube on his hand with rings, he knows that it will hurt, too much, Niko, but it's necessary for this night, to make up for his departure. Their departure. Prince spends the most painful minutes of his life, putting his fist all the way into Niko's little hole, hearing him cry without even asking him to stop, he can feel his rings go into his flesh, it's horrible, even for him... He would like not to see Niko arching to try to escape the pain, without succeeding, he would like not to see blood on his hand when he takes it out, he would like not to be responsible for all this shit. Prince swallows the lump in his throat as he ends up hugging Niko, letting a few comforting little kisses on his neck, hoping everything will work out in the future. He hopes that where they go, we will want them... Prince can only pray that Jerome never has to do that to his Niko.
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