My brothers best friend

Chapter twenty

A/n I just wanna say before I start this chapter the reason I have been writing is because of school and my mental health. I deal with bipolar depression so I took sum time off to help my health so I'm sorry but let's get to the story.

Derek pov
She hugged me really tight. "Y/n" her mom called her. "Yes" she spoke softly like she was crying but she wasn't. "It's time for the burial" (is that what it's called when you put sum body in a grave) her mom said. Y/n looked at her mom and wiped her hands on her pants "yea let's go" she still finest have any emotion in her face. "Derek" mike said "Wsp" "is she okay? She doesn't cry like everybody else." "she doesn't know how to show her pain no matter how hard she try's. " Arianna said "wtf everybody cry."Kobe states "not her, even when we were little she didn't cry." Her little cousin says.
Y/n pov
I heard Derek and them talking about me but ion really care I lost my brother for crying out loud.
******************Time skip***************
Derek pov
We at the burial sight, the casket is closed y/n sitting next to Ashley and her mom while I stand behind her. She just staring at the casket and nothing is coming out. I know this is hard for her but she can't keep everything bottled up like that. "Will the twin sister say a few words" the pastor said. Y/n didn't say anything she just looked at me and I nodded, I grabbed her hand as she stood up getting ready to speak. "Well as you know I'm chase little twin sister, yes he's older then me by only a minute."she said smiling. "But umm i don't really know how to be sentimental, but imma try cuz that's my brother in that casket, he's not coming back. She said and she just keep repeats "he's not coming back" "oh fuck he's not coming back Derek, Derek he's not coming back" she's telling as she's trying to calm her breathing "breathe princess breathe" I tell her but she still breathe heavy fuck she's having a panic attack "listen to the sound of my voice ok princess, in thru your nose out they your mouth now you try it." "In thru your nose out thru your mouth" she said over and over and over again until she's calm. "I think that's enough of you speaking ok" her mom told us "yea" I said she just nodded. "Well with that being said it's time to say good bye to this wonderful young man by the name of chase." "Aka pain in everybody's ass" y/n said which made everybody laugh softly. " everybody if you may grab a balloon with and on the count of three we gonna release it in the air for chase." Y/n dad said. Everybody grabbed a balloon.
"1"
"2"
"3"
Everybody let go and that when she broke

Y/n pov
I let the balloon go and realization hit me his gone like his really gone. I couldn't hold back no more I started crying.
Derek pov
She was crying she let everything out. I was in shock I just hugged her I felt her pain as she cried everybody felt her pain as she cry. She made Ashley and Arianna cry she made the boys cry hell she made the guys who work and the burial sight cry. Everyone felt her sadness of the person she lost. She lost her bestfriend, her right hand man, her twin brother she lost it all. That's when I snapped out of it she passed out from crying to much. So I carried her bridal style so the car and rubbed her hair as I laid her on my lap. "Ashley and Arianna came "she's gonna be ok" "I know but she just lost her other half." "Derek all you have to do is love her and she will be fine, chase would want the both of you to be happy and he would want Ashley to be happy and his unborn baby to leave there lives normal." Arianna said look at all of us. Y/n started to mumble I'm sorry over and over again. Then she shoot up and grabbed her phone. " Ashley pay backs gonna be a bitch" ashely smiles thinking that same thing "YOUR FULL NAME." Arianna yelled "what" "you betta not plan not type of bull shit to get them killed in that prison" "why not" "RD THATS IT Y/N WE GET IT HES GONE AND HES NOT COMING BACK BUT THEY ALREADY GETTING WHAT THEY DESERVED AND WHEN THE TIME COMES THE WILL GO STRAIGHT TO HELL SO LAY YOUR ASS BACK DOWN ON MY LAP AND GO THE FUCK BACK TO SLEEP!!!!" I scream at her.
Y/n pov
He screamed at me he fucking yelled at me.
"I.." I didn't know what to say so I later back in his lap and went to sleep
Derek pov
Oh shit that worked "that work" everybody was shocked that it just worked "I know I thought foe sure she was gonna kill my ass, fuck I almost shitted my pants" everybody laughed I kissed her check and told her "I'm sorry princess but I need you here with me not back in jail for trying to killed them girls, I promised chase that I will protected you and that's what imma do" Arianna smiles at me "you really love my best friend don't you" "yea."

A/N I KNOW ITS SUCKS BUT THIS THE BEST I CAN DO I HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS STORY