"I'm so done with this fucking toxic relationship!" Terushima burst out. His eyes says it all. And Kagura felt that.
"if you wanna leave then go ahead, leave. i'm not going to stop you!" Kagura fired back, her eyes threatening to fall tears.
Their relationship was toxic. He was toxic in his own way and she was too, there's no in between, but all the women ever wanted was someone to care for her, although that never happened not to say at least once. "You know what I will." The blonde hair yelled in anger, his fist were clench, and the anger can see through his eyes.
He shouldn't be done, he shouldn't! I should be the one turning away from this relationship, I should be the one ending it! He has no right to yell that in front of my face when I went through hell just to be with him. The way I would defend him to my friends even though I knew he was wrong, the stupid fights he would start and yet i was the one who always manage to break out and apologize first, the silent treatment when he gets jealous, and the shit he would say whenever he's in rage, jealous and sad to me.
I could've ended things with him, I could've! I knew he was never going to change however I cried and pray every night it'll be different this time. And look where it got me, the mistake over and over again..I was getting drained every passing day, the plant itself was no longer growing, it died when the owner had avoid and stopped watering them. Love is blind, love is our weakness. And that's probably why I couldn't leave this relationship.
I am too vulnerable.
Kagura softly laugh, her head was lowered. Her eyes were gleaming, a watery sight she couldn't try to blink away. The atmosphere of the fresh park where he asked her out where no longer in sight. Her visions were blurry. "Yeah, that's all I gotta say."
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"Yeah right it is." He scoffed in disbelief not knowing whether to believe or not.
Kagura lifted her head, her face were too determined. She promised herself she wouldn't dropped a single tear to this person, and yet it was helplessly falling on their own. "What do you want me to do huh? You want me to cry and scream? I can't do that!"
She looked down, her tears were flowing, and slowly hitting the ground. She was too weak. "If I cried every time somebody left, I would never stop crying!"
"So yeah that's all I gotta say." She turned around ready to run away but her feet betrayed her, when he suddenly called out her first name. "Rosè.."
"Go!" She paused before continuing.
"I can't be begging for nobody anymore."
•••
Three years later...
"I still don't understand why I can't room with you, Kozume." Kagura gave a blank face to her cousin who was too occupied on his video game to even listen to her.
Kenma flinched at the use of his first name and his golden eyes met her hazel ones. "You're lucky you're my cousin." He said softly, before returning to his game. Kenma is never socially type despite that he was already 21 he still troubled to socialize with others. "Besides I'm rooming with Shoyo." The black hair root guy replied with monotone.
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Gosh why does it fristrate me whenever him and I have a conversation. She thought to herself.
"Kuroo right? Tetsuro Kuroo? I'm rooming with him because no one wanted to room with him?" She asked him. And her cousin just shrugged. "I wouldn't know, he just told me he needed a roommate."
"And you volunteered me?"
"Yeah."
Kagura gave him another blank face. "Thanks pudding head."
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English isn't my first language so bare with me! I'm just writing this for fun! But hope you like the first chapter! I do not own any of the haikyuu character..though i wish i do..:D anyways enjoy it!!
