Kiss Me Goodbye✔

11.

Two days later.

I came to realise that everyone in my life at that moment was just trying to fix up their past mistakes. Yazid trying to be loving so I wouldn't remember the jerk he was to me. My mother trying to get closer to me so she could fill up the mother-daughter bond times we never had.

As I ate all alone in the dining table, my mind went back to Yazid. He had already left the house. As usual, putting his job before me. His heavily pregnant wife that could deliver his baby anytime was less important. Typical Yazid.

I roughly shoved my empty plate into the sink. I was angry at myself because no matter what he did or say to me, I still loved him. A lot actually.

My thoughts were interrupted when a sharp pain went towards my pelvis. I felt a heavy load on my pelvis, making me grip the edge of the counter, leaning to keep my balance.

I was abnormally sweaty at that moment, and an abnormal movement in my belly.

"Is everything okay with you, Madam? Let me get you some water" I heard Nadine's voice. Through my hazy eyes, I could see her offering me a glass of water.

"Come on, your parents are so busy, they don't even have time for you. You can come with. We promise to come back early"

I quickly gulped down the luke warm water, and the movements and pain subsided.

"I don't want to marry him, Dad. Mama, please make him understand"

"It's either this, or I send you off to the rehabilitation center. Your choice."

"What is going on with her?" I saw Hidaya come into the kitchen as Nadine helped me sit on the stool. Another sharp pain was sent to my abdomen, making me release a piercing scream. My mother rushed into the kitchen.

"Did I hear a scream?" She asked and I released another scream from the excruciating pain I was feeling underneath there.

"It's your fault I'm like this! Why weren't you all there for me?"

I clutched the ends of the stool, feeling a liquid substance roll down from in between my legs. I was a groaning mess, as I placed my plan on my stomach.

"Hidaya go get the car, her water broke! She's about delivering!" My mother shouted, coming next to me. She helped me walk by placing my arms around her shoulders.

"But I don't know anywhere in Seattle" Hidaya spoke.

"Mama! Help me. It hurts so much!" I yelled.

"We can go with one of the maids but right now you need to get the car, now!"

"Have you ever been suicidal?" I was asked and I nodded.

We reached reached hospital shortly after, Hidaya being the fast and furious driver. I limped I the hospital, with Hidaya beside me and Danielle for support. "Hello Yazid, were in the hospital with Najwa...Virginia Mason Medial Center."

A couple of nurses rushed to my aid, spraying me on a rolling hospital bed. Yazid, you're not here for me as well. The same way you weren't that day.