oneshots {dreamnap}

The place's we would go🌧

Warning: this is a angst chapter. If you don't like things that involve that please I suggest you do not read <3
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I was out for a walk again. I was going to see Clay! I was super exited, as I said goodbye to our daughter me and Clay adopted a few years ago, She was going to stay the day at George's house while I went to see Clay. Hugging her, I thanked George before waving and shutting the door.

I turn around and get into my car, I put my seatbelt on and turn on the radio, I drove to an area we hang out at. I park in the parking lot and get out, I could walk the rest of the way.

I got the flowers out the back I had for him, they where his favorite flowers. I sniff the flowers before sighing with love. I shut my trunk and lock it.

As I walk for a little bit I walk past the cafe me and Clay would go to in the morning to have coffee, I stop and stare at it remembering the days we spent talking drinking coffee and laughing so hard we'd spill it on ourselves. I chuckle to myself thinking about those days before we Adopted our daughter. Now all we do is get woken up early with a "can I have ceweal?" From our hungry daughter. I smiled missing her face already.

I continue to walk before coming across a bridge. I walk into the bridge reminded of the times we jumped off of it into the water with our friends doing tricks, getting pushed into the water. I realized I had stoped walking and keep on my way across the bridge, I sit on the bench waiting on the other side that me and Clay would sit on over looking the water, it's gotten dusty so I quickly sit up not wanting to ruin the flowers. I go back across the bridge giggling to myself mind full of memories.

Soon I came across a restaurant Clay, George and I would go with our buds, "hey mama's." I remember My friends teasing me attempting to go do karaoke with them here "c'mere mamassss come sing for ussss where my hug at?" Alex teased. "Shut up, I'll sing." I had said. We had eaten, got drunk, and sang together. I noticed one of the waitresses watching me, she always saw us come in here.. "hello! Need reservations?" She asked politely. "Oh? uhm. No, thank you. Maybe again soon." I told her as she nodded and headed back inside.

Walking downtown was nice, relaxing. Remembering the good memories from so many years ago. Movie theaters, parks, restaurants. I eventually got to the place I was going to meet him again. I walk down the path that was made, seeing the trees block the grey sky when I looked up. Continuing to walk down the trail. I came across the place Clay was. "Clay? You there?" I asked before sitting down next to him. Putting the flowers next to him. "Hey.." i said, "how are you?"

Finally meeting my eyes on the stone block with his name engraved into it. "Our daughter misses you y'know. She wanted you to come with to her first day of school..." I whispered to him. "Why'd you leave so soon?" I asked breaking down. "Why? Why? Why?!" I sobbed. "Please, please. Please come back to me, to us... please!-" i choked. "I need to be strong for her, that's what you said right? Before you left?"

The scene replayed in my head every night. We had been driving in our car back home when all the sudden a drunk hit us, I remember it so vividly. I remember looking into his eyes crying, scared. He was bleeding so much, it was scary so scary. Clay didn't look scared.. he was smiling at me. "Look, if I don't make it back tell Everyone I love them ok? Just incase anything bad happens.. I love you. Thank you for everything, be strong for our Daughter, make sure she's h-happy.. "tears started running down his cheeks. "Please don't go please!- I need you." And it was over. Blue and red lights flashed, that was it. He was gone.

I snap out of my thoughts seeing two of my friends standing behind me. Tommy and Tubbo.

(I feel uncomfortable calling Tubbo his actual name (Toby) because I don't know if he's ok with it, so we'll call him tubbo!)

"Oh, hey guys." I said smiling rubbing my tears and standing up to hug them. "Hi.. sorry to disrupt you we where just coming to see him.." Tubbo said hugging me teary eyed. "No, no it's alright. He'd want everyone to come anyway." I told them smiling

Tommy still hadn't said anything yet, just stating down at the ground. "I miss him." Is all he said before crying. "I- I know..I'm so sorry." I told him hugging him "I uhm need to get back to my daughter now. Bye you guys, have a nice weekend." I told them walking out of the cemetery and to my car.

I got into my car, the same one we crashed. I couldn't bare driving it.. I eventually calm myself driving back to George's house. I knock on the door to his house, out came mine and his daughter running out the door the second he opens it, his son using behind his leg curiously. "Hey Nick, how was it?" He looked at my with an empathetic look. Rubbing his head on His sons head ruffling his hair up, mine and his daughters hugging my legs laughing together. "It was fine, thank you for everything George. It means a lot." "It's no problem, anytime" he told me before picking up his daughter and saying our goodbyes. "Is papa back yet?" My daughter looked up at me. Her two missing front teeth smiling with hope, her blonde hair up in pigtails, I run my hand threw her hair before saying "no, not yet.. I'm sorry."

"It's ok dada! I still have you!" She giggled jumping into my arms.

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