Random Thoughts

Love-Hate Relationship

There are so many things that I am not

But I cannot pinpoint who I really am

This I know

I hate how I need others for reassurance

I hate how other opinions matter so much to me

I hate how my view about myself revolves how others perceive me

I hate how indecisive I am

I hate how I am not good with words

I hate how I am never good enough

I hate how my mind overthinks

I hate how easily I can be forgotten

I hate that I have no impressive talent

I hate that I am never appreciated

There are so much that I could list about what I hate

But that doesn't change that I still love who I am

I love how I give myself a TED Talk in front of the mirror when I'm down

I love how I can think of others' needs before my own

I love how I look for possibilities before making a decision to suit what's best

I love how my actions speak louder than words

I love how I see the good in people

I love how I value friendship and connections with people

This is me

Everything has led me to who I am today

And who I will become