Respect (Sakusa x Reader) - DICONTINUED

Friends again

The in between of spring and summer causes for the environment to sprout new life, colourful flowers buzzing of bees and migrating birds settle for the season. The weather is on the up for the better or for the worse as Japan is struck by a wave of Satan himself, slabs of concrete become the burning blocks of torture. The ground you stand upon smelts and sticks to your feet as the drought of the grass drowns in dust, the lack of air coolant that your mother forgot to install last summer or the fact that it doesn't matter how many layers you strip you'll forever be sweaty like a hog's dinner, you might as well have the added rod shoved up your ass.

But for your saviour Sakusa came in handy, his house was just next doors to yours and he was blessed with a fully functioning AC but still the tiny puffs that thing comes out with only wafted away the stagnant air surrounding you both. You were left in a lacy white bralette top and creamy off white shorts, the bare minimum just covering you and it still wasn't enough. Sakusa however isn't giving two fucks that he has a guest over all he cares about is being cool leaving him in just his black shorts with a white stripe going down the leg, his curly hair down and messily sticking to his somewhat pale snow white skin.

Gritting your teeth and breathing heavily you look away trying desperately not to be drawn in by temptation, clenching you nails deeply into your palms as a trail of stinging infests into your lower arm all to stop you from taking a good look at your 'friend'. 

Sakusa however was aware that you a glorified mess was trying desperately to not perv on him even to the point where he caught you flexing your arms so bad that veins began popping up, he couldn't but help feel victorious in this slight relieving moment. This was something only he knew but his AC could be more powerful if he wanted it too but if he did that then you a goddess and the object of his desires and affection would wrap your gorgeous body back up again. So as it might be sneaky and wrong to do so this came his only solitude to witness the girl that he fell in love with.

For you on the other hand the sexual tension in the room was overbearing to the least, why were you feeling this way for a 'friend' no less. You only befriended Sakusa to see where it'll go and see if you could finally move on from the past but all that you feel now is the heat that rises. If you couldn't look at him your mind thought about him and that's where it went, this wasn't a new thing for you this was something that you felt all too long ago when you weren't even on speaking terms. It was after that day, the day that Sakusa told you everything that you couldn't help but think more of him than you already knew of. 

You had always known that Sakusa Kiyoomi is beautiful heck the gods fortuned him, but it was more than just his looks the little quirks and intricacies of his personality is what made you be attracted to him in the first place, not that being neighbours had any role in this or the fact that you both went to the same elementary and middle school whilst growing up. You two were bound by each other, by an unknown force ever since you two crossed paths so it was understandable for at least one of you to catch the feels. For you however Sakusa was your first and your last, he was your first friend, first best friend, first love and first time but what you didn't get was that he hid things from you and especially after the incident you didn't see him for a month including the national youth team and when you did see him his lips were elsewhere. He was your first heartbreak.

So why now is it becoming so hard to breathe in the room with your first love? With someone that broke your heart all those years ago, someone so afraid of germs casually let someone else's invade his own that were not yours. Heartbreaking is the least you could say on what you felt that day, it was a game changer before your life revolved around a guy that apparently didn't care two shits about you, just a bitch to fuck and when you finally made that realisation it was as if a caged broken bird could finally be set free from the crushing of it's world.

So rather than fall back into that trap of desire and temptation you hold strong never wanting to be the fool ever again, you will not let a boy ruin you once again giving him that power over you. You and Sakusa are FRIENDS and that's all you are ever going to be.

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ayoo sorry about late update literally had no idea what to write for this chapter so this is basically half arsed, but for now you'll be getting a shit ton of a lot more sakusa x reader