"After the things I lived, I didn't want to fall in love again. But you made me believe in what I thought got lost in this dark and cold world." - Taehyung.
Continuation of "Calling Paradise."
Started: October 01, 2020.
Completed: September 11, 2021...
Ever since I found out about my feelings towards Taehyung, I've tried to make him fall in love with Moyeon. But every time they talk because both are becoming closer, I lose my mind and want to ask him a billion questions. Yet, when the time comes to face him, I can't do it because I get scared of being rejected by him. Yoongi knows about this, and he tells me to think about it; after all, Taehyung's last relationship was with Jodie, and everyone knows how that ended.
Earlier this day, I told Taehyung things that I didn't have to, but also, I asked him about Moyeon once again. Of course, Taehyung didn't feel happy when he heard my questions, and I don't blame him. Yet, I felt the necessity of knowing since every day gets harder to hear from others about Moyeon's friendship with him. After the small argument we had, I felt terrible. I did mess up, but more than that, what affected me the most was that he said that he didn't love anybody at the moment. Those words broke my heart immediately.
*Current time*
I'm still holding Taehyung while I can't feel his affection back. I feel like a fool for making this scene, but I didn't know what else to do; after all, he's the confused one, not me.
-Please forgive me. – I kept repeating.
-Jungkook. – Taehyung spoke before I finally felt his touch around my body, making me tear up more than before. -There's nothing to forgive. I understand that you want the best for me. – He sincerely said while rubbing my back.
I sobbed louder after hearing his words. Reality hit me again, letting me know that maybe I should let go of Taehyung.
-But why are you crying more? Stop doing this, Kookie. – Taehyung sighed before holding me tighter. -Calm down. I'm here for you, and I'm not upset about what happened. – He assured before caressing my head.
-You don't understand. – I murmured before snuggling by Tae's side.
-What should I get? – Taehyung questioned, making me realize that he heard what I said.
I got apart from him while trying not to panic. I couldn't speak, and my heart is beating faster than ever.
-Jungkook, talk to me. – Taehyung said before caressing my hair.
-Nothing; I only feel miserable for what happened at the studio. – I stuttered while looking away from Tae, trying to cover my lies as much as possible.
-You are such a poor liar, Jungkook. – Taehyung scoffed before holding my chin. Quickly, making me look at him again. -What's going on? – He questioned.
-Everything it's okay. – I assured Tae while getting away from him. -Now, I'll leave you alone because it's pretty late. So, let's see each other tomorrow. – I waved at him as I started to walk towards the entrance.
