𝖳𝗈𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖬𝖾 // ᴀ Lᴇɴᴛᴏᴛᴀʟʟʏ Fᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

|Broken

Sukie

          I froze, completely.

I couldn't imagine this, Len?

"Sukie...", he said calmly as I sat on my bed, dumbstruck, tears so close to fall out.

"Len...", I mumbled, my voice trembling as I felt the tears forming up in my eyes.

"I- I'm so sorry...", he said guilt present in hia voice clearly.

"Len", I said letting the tears fall completely.

"You broke me..."

"Please Sukie", he shouldn't have done that, he is so stupid.

"How could you Len?"

"I'M SO SORRY!!", he pleaded...

"Please Sukie", he shouldn't have done that, he is so stupid.

"How could you Len?", I cried, tears dripping from my cheeks, I just wished, wished that this could all just be a dream.

"Please Sukie-", I cut the call.

"What just happened?", I questioned myself.

What just... happened?

I hid my face in my pillow.

Lets process this matter more carefully...

He called, said that he liked me, I overjoyed and...

It was a...

I broke down completely.
How could he?

Wasn't it obvious that I'd say yes? I liked him but dating him was a different thing, I could still be happy being best friends and now? We are complete strangers...

    I closed my eyelids and slept, wishing that when I wake up it'll be a dream, a simple nightmare...

•••••

"Sukie!!", Nina shrieked happily.

I smiled a little, the ferris wheel...

She acted like a child everytime when we came to the Amusement Park. My dad got a promotion so he decided to celebrate it by taking us to our favourite - mostly Nina's - place.
        I think it helped me a bit, spending time with my family, maybe I could forget everything that happened but, I was not sure if I could forgive him...

      I was getting spammed! Alot!! By Yohan, Garby and no not Len, Rosy...

They didn't know about it did they?

I don't think so...

"Come on let's go!!", Nina pulled me towards the giant wheel.

"No, let me stay here!!", I screamed as I was extremely scared of that thing.

"I'm not riding that thing!!", I said pulling her back and adding emphasis to "thing".

She rolled her eyes and pulled away happily standing in the queue.

    "Aren't you going with her?", my mom asked.

"I'd rather stay here", I smiled.

"Go get something to eat", she said fishing out some money.

"Oh no Mom, its fine!", I said holding my hands up in a motion that she could know that I didn't want it. As always, she pushed the cash in my hands and pushed me into the crowd.