A/N: they say angst is not good for health....So....
Nah just read it.
JENNIE
I remember when you ask me out for the first time. Your cheeks were dusted with a light shade of pink while you struggled to your sentence. You finally gave in when I kiss your pinkish cheeks. "Will you go out with me Jennie?"
I remember our first date. You took me in your favorite arcade place. You smiled at me everytime I smile and say "I have the most wonderful girl in the world". The arcade was pretty empty ,we had the whole place for ourselves. Then we spend the day with full of smiles and laughter.
'I wonder,do you regret spending all that change on me?'
I remember our first 'I love you' that felt so nice to my ears. "I love you my wifey" you said,and my heart beats so fast that time.
'I wonder,do you hold onto these memories like i do?'
I remember our first fight. I took your behaviour that night out of context ruined our date. I yell at you,and you yell at me back; but I didn't expect that you'll bring up my dark past. You know how much I hate it but you didn't mind to stop. Your words are like a knife that stabbed in my heart.
'I wonder,did you really mean all those hurtful words?'
I remember the first time I saw you happy...happy with someone else. We had taken a break and I was miserable. You took her to the same arcade where our first date happened,you smiled at her wider and brighter than you smiled at me.
'I wonder,did your smile light up her world the way it once lit up mine?'
I remember when you left me,you came into my dorm( that once we shared). You packed all your things,you didn't even dare to look at me. That time,you're with her. She was wearing one of your shirt( that once i wore). She smiled at me while patiently waiting for you. You looked through my messy room for one of your sweater. You even took the last thing that reminds me of you.
And so you left me,you didn't even say goodbye nor cry. You just held her hand and nodded at me like nothing happened.
I wonder what was going through your mind,that you can easily forget about me.
I remember when you loved me. When your heart was mine and mine only. I thought I would spend the rest of my life with you. But i was completely wrong.
But even now...
I remember you as the love of my life, who I desperately loved.
"I love you Park Chaeyoung"
A/N: How's my angst?
My god please tell me huhuhu
Anyways sorry for not updating this past few days,i was so busy spazzing hihi.
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