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darling it's better

sorry for the long wait! the final chapter is here! enjoy♡

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To Jeonggukkie, open this when I'm gone

Jeonggukkieeeeeeeeeeee ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

It's me! Taehyungie!♡ Wow. This is my first time writing to you! By the time you're reading this, I should be halfway back already. Don't worry! I'm doing fine so don't worry. (I can foresee myself doing fine) I can imagine when you are reading this, you are sitting on your gamer chair in front of your desk, wearing your black hoodie #67180711 and grey sweatpants hahahahahahah

When I was hanging out with Jae, he told me about Hank. I am sorry for what happened to you, if you hate him, I hate him too!! I bought his book, as you can see, next to this letter. You might wonder why I would give you your nemesis' book, but surprise!!!! I actually read all of it in one night! Most of them are bullshit I have to say, but some... I wonder how he got hold of that information... it is very disturbing... I don't think any mer in their right mind would give away information like this... did he capture a mermaid or something? Please tell me no... my heart would break :((( this is not why I'm writing but :( plz investigate :( and punish him if he did bad things >:( back to my point!! I corrected every misinformation he wrote! I used some sticky notes so it would be clearer for you Ggukkie, I tried to explain everything, but as you know, I'm not very good with explaining :( I really hope you can understand them! I have one request though, please don't sell this to anyone!! I trust that you won't, I just want you to know that I wrote them down for you because I know you are interested in the merfolk, and you work in this field, hopefully it can assist your future work :)

Also, take care of Jaegguk and Yeontan for me okay? I will miss them :((( give him morning kisses for me :((( spend more time with your parents too, they love you so much!!! Also, take care of my tata plushie! Clean it every once in awhile plzzzzzzzz

Ahem... Ggukkie... I've stalled this long enough, even when I'm writing a letter to you I still try to stall it for as long as possible, silly, right? I think meeting you is the best birthday present I have ever had. I thought you were a meanie when I first saw you :(( You don't smile and you wear all black, you scared me! I thought you were a hunter :( But then you took me to your home, provided me with shelter, gave me food and clothes without asking anything back :(( How are you so perfect Ggukkie? I'm not good with words so I don't think I can explain how grateful I am to you. And how come you don't have a partner? Anyone would be lucky to have you :(((( I am sorry for always annoying you, for being naive and knowing almost nothing about the human world. I know you said I can ask you anything, but I think even my parents find me annoying sometimes :( I know I tend to ask way too many questions sometimes and I'm definitely not the fastest learner. I just really want to thank you for being so patient and forgiving with me, thank you Jeonggukkie!!! ♡♡♡

Since I don't have the courage to say this to you in person, I will write it here! I like you Ggukkie! And not the way I like Jaegguk or Jiminie or Yoongi hyung, I think I love you. I don't know what love really feels like, but I am quite sure I love you >< You make my heart beat very very fast whenever you look at me, or when you hold my hand, and seeing you smile already makes me super happy♡ But I know that love doesn't always go two ways so I didn't say anything, I don't want to pressure you, so I choose to tell you this when I have left. I know you don't like me this way, and you are probably weirded out, or disgusted by me, you can just forget about me and move on! :p

I don't even know when I started liking you... probably when you gave me a fish to eat in the lab? All I know is whenever you take me out, I feel really happy and giddy because it felt like we were *boyfriends* and we were going on dates >< I now realise how creepy it may be for you... you taking me out to try new things platonically while I harboured the biggest crush on you... sorry if this makes you feel uncomfortable :( You don't have to return my feelings, I just really wished to get this off my chest since we won't see each other again... I'm sorry Ggukkie, I lied, I don't think I can ever return to you, because of the duties and marriage >:( and... it's very likely that your messages won't reach me, and I can't contact you either. (but after I confessed you probably don't want to see me even if you could haha)