𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔇𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔶..
I lost him. I lost them. I hate it. I need to change.
I'm the queen. I hate it. But it has to be done.
He hates me. He's gone. For good. We, us. It's all over.
I want to care. I want it back. But I can't. I won't.
Why am I writing this? It's not like it's gonna help me in any way. Might as well just do it.
Since Kronos came into my life, everything changed. I joined his army first and then I went to talk to him. We talked for a while then he said I was the new queen. I didn't know what say. But I did. Something inside me urged me to say yes, and so I did. We were in the process of the ritual but he said we needed a king. At that time, I was dating..him. so of course we went to him. But we weren't really in a good condition so we had some problems..and then he told me. Kronos kissed him and said he had liked him. We didn't talk about the fight we had so things became bad..
I went to him to talk but it turned into a fight instead. Like always. We never seem to be able to talk peacefully. There always seems to be a fight. We can never solve our problems by talking..
And then it ended. Again. For the..second time? I can't keep track anymore. That's when I decided, it was enough. He's been hurt more than enough and I'm just hurting him even more. That's when I decided that it was a good idea to be the queen. That's when I decided to change.
And then it all went downhill. Kronos. He asked him to give them a chance. Of course he said no. Then he got mad. I was there, watching it. He was going to kill him. I tried to help, I did, but I didn't do enough. I never do. And then it was my turn. I died. How I came back? It's a mystery for me too.
First thing I did was go to his cabin and brought him back. I acted the way I planned and it worked. Later, I went to Azi's. We talked and she showed me something. Hope. But it vanished as quickly as it came. It came again but it lasted longer this time. I decided to listen to her and give it a try. And so I did. After I heard his reply, the hope vanished for good. I lost all of it.
But his reply was exactly what I was looking for to know that it was working. Now time for part two.
//I know this sucks because writing as Ruby is kinda hard for me. And I also suck at writing- I hope it made sense. Now you kinda know what's happening, right?//
