𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒|| A Jori Story

Chapter 1

As I read back on this I just find it horrible but I don't wanna change anything.. so give it a chance? Or don't I can't force u to do anything.
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I don't own Victorious or any of the characters.
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JADE POV

I was rudely awoken by annoying beeping, BEEPZ BEEPZ BEEPZ. Today was Monday meaning I had school. "Ughhhhh" she groaned she didn't want to go to school here and Beck had just broken up over the weekend but she also didn't want to hear her stepmother's complaints. She got out of bed and got ready for school.

TORI'S POV

I woke up to the sound of my father yelling "YOU STUPID GIRL GET DOWN HERE AND MAKE ME FOOD" Trina and mom were visiting grandma for 5 months. Why? You ask them. They aren't aware of what my father has been doing to me he's been doing it for as long as I can remember. I get up and slightly yell "I'll be right down I just need to shower!" My throat hurts from last night so it hurt bad.

Last night

Andre had just dropped me off because we went to a party. I was scared of what my father would do to me it was 10 minutes past my curfew. Why am I so scared you ask? One time I came home 5 minutes late and he broke my nose two of my ribs and sprained my wrist. Ever since then, I've tried my hardest to make sure I was here on time but Andre just HAD to get a milkshake.

"We're here," he said. "Ok, thanks for the ride" I get out of the car and all but sprint into the house I hoped that he would be sleeping. I should've known better.

I walked in and saw him trying to make noodles. "YOU STUPID SLUT YOU DON'T COME HOME FOR HOURS AND THEN YOU COME HOME WITH A BOY! I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THESE STUPID NOODLES FOR AN HOUR BUT THEY KEEP BURNING!"

"COME HERE!" He screamed. I flinched at the loud noise he always yells but I'm still not used to it. I walk up to him very slowly. "HURRY UP!" I walk faster. "I-I'm s-s-sor-ry sir" "SORRY DOESN'T CUT IT" "Are you ready for your punishment," He says dropping his voice down to a whisper. "Yes sir," I say he hates it when I stutter so I have to force myself not to.

"Alright sit down" He pushes me into a seat. "Now sit still." I sit as still as possible. "This won't hurt at all" I don't know why he still tells me that he used to whenever I was younger it's like I don't even hear him anymore.

He picks up the boiling hot water from the stove and pours it in a cup and then down my throat I try so hard not to scream but it comes out anyway. Tears poured down my face.

Once he was done he put the cup down and pulled me off of the chair he took a knife from the sink and pulled up my sleeves he ran the knife up and down the many, many cuts.

Suddenly he took the knife and started to cut open all of the healing cuts after he finished he put the knife in the sink and pushed me I fell back and hit my head off the table it was dripping with blood. He kicked me in my stomach so many times that I'm sure ribs were broken.

He kicked and kicked until he was satisfied. He picked me up by my hair and said.

"Remember this you are a mistake nobody wants you here you're fat, ugly and, disgusting you're a worthless piece of shit," he says as he punches me repeatedly I'm my face he slapped me one more time then sent me upstairs.

Today

After my shower, I look in the mirror and I am just disgusted with myself no wonder father tells me that stuff it's just the truth. 

⚠️Cutting⚠️
I have bruises all over my stomach I never eat so I'm very bony I'm still really fat though. I take my razor and cut.
1 for being ugly
2 for being fat
3 for being a mistake
4 for being stupid
5 for being a burden
6 for being a bitch
7 for being a slut
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⚠️Tw over⚠️

I cut until there are thirty on each arm. I get dressed and do my makeup (I only do my makeup to hide bruises and scratches.) and then pretty much limp downstairs to make Father breakfast.

"H-hello sir" "Don't talk to me brat" he hasn't cursed at me he must be in a good mood.

I make him breakfast and then drive to school (I got my license a few months ago back when mom and Trina were here.)

Trina isn't bad at all she's a loving sister who I talk to about everything about (except the abuse of course) she even let me use her car for my driving test.

I pull into the school parking lot and I'm surprised I didn't crash. My stomach feels like it's being beaten by a bat over and over again. I walk to my locker hoping to see her she always brightens up my day.

Besides the rumors I and her are best friends and I've liked her for a long time she doesn't know but I don't want her to, it'll ruin our relationship.

JADES POV

I pull up to the school and I can't wait to see Tori she is my best friend and I'm in love with her (not that I would ever tell her) she is the only thing that can make my day.

I walk into the school to see her holding her side and wincing I'm pain I walk up to her and say "Hey Vega how are you" I guess I scared her because she turned and jumped and winced again. "Oh I'm sorry did I scare you?" I said sincerely.

Most people don't know but I'm a big baby that loves physical contact that's one of the reasons me and Beck broke up I kept comparing him to tori and he figured out I like her so he told me about his crush on Andre and me and him agreed that he would help me get her. And I would do the same for him.

"Oh no I'm fine," she said I know she's lying but I'll talk to her about it later I want to have our daily talk since the class doesn't start for 30 mins.

"Ok well, can we go to the janitor's closet" I'm not comfortable showing my feelings I'm public and she knows that. "Sure" I smile "Ok come on" I grab her wrist and she winces again so I ask "Are you sure your ok peaches" It's what I call her when we're alone. "Yes, I'm sure Jadey" she has many more nicknames for me as I do her. "Ok then let's go!" I say happily. I walk to the janitor's closet and she follows.

Tori's POV

We get into the janitor's closet and we sit down I try so hard not to wince in front of her again I already did too many times. We sit down and I ask "So what do you need to talk about" "It's about me and Beck"

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Like I said this is my first story so I'm sorry you had to read it.
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