Kisses In The Rain ❀ [ Jikook ]

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"Jungkook I don't care what you want to say...I won't care anymore, do whatever you want." Jimin screamed while trying to hide his tears.
"Don't do this to me." Jungkook mumbled.
The older turned around and with one last look he closed the studio door behind him. "Fucking ignorant child." He mubled on the way out of the building.
This was the first big fight they ever had and it hurt Jimin more than he wanted to admit.

As he stepped on the street it began to rain.
It was already night and the lights of the street lamps reflected puddles on the street.
He wrapped his arms around his slender body and began to walk.

The studio was twenty minutes away from their dorm, it would be a long ways home. The anger inside him held him back from turning back around and talk to Jungkook, instead he stumbled through the rain, getting wet and cold.
Jimin drove his hand over his face and looked at the sky.
Why had love to be this complicated ?
Why had it to be so painful?

He didn't pay attention to where he was going, he just wanted to walk, get those thoughts out of his head.
Suddenly his phone rang. Jungkook.

"What do you want?" Jimin asked.
"I'm so sorry..." Jungkooks voice was teary and shaking.
"Don't call me. Don't call me ever again." Jimin said harshly.
"Jimin please, don't do this." Jungkook cried.
Jimin took a deep breath.
"Where are you?" "I....I don't know, I lost my way." Jungkook stuttered.

He didn't know where he was?
How could Jungkook possibly geht lost on the way? The studio was only twenty minutes from home and they knew the way in their sleep.

"Where are you I'm going to pick you up." Jimin said with slight concern in his voice.
"I have no clue where I am...where are you? I'm going to get a taxi there, Jimin please I want to talk." Jungkook said through his tears.
"Okay." Jimin told Jungkook his location.

Jimin still was angry at Jungkook, but hearing the pain in the others voice did something to him.
He waited where he was, while the rain was pouring and he got even more wet and cold.
He didn't care, he aways cared more about the others than himself.
Tears were now running down his face, he never wanted to be that harsh to Jungkook, he never wanted to hurt him that much.

Jimin watched the street as the cars drove by, he stood under a streetlight, which lit up the small spot around him.
He didn't have to wait long for the uber to stop.

"Jiminie...I." Jungkook stuttered, Jimin couldn't control himself and threw himself in Jungkooks arms.
“I’m so sorry.. “ He mumbled against the youngers chest.
“No…I’m sorry… I should’ve told you earlier.” Jungkook mumbled and pulled Jimin tighter in his arms.
They stood like that for a few minutes.
None of them knew what they should say.

“Jimin?” Jungkook softly backed away and looked at the older.
“Jungkook…”
“I should’ve told you earlier…I… I’m sorry that I pushed you away all this time… I didn’t know how to deal with my feelings.” Jungkook looked the older in the eyes.
“I…I’m really sorry… I never wanted to hurt you like this… you are everything to me.” The younger said with a shaking voice.

“You’re such a dumbass Jungkookie…” Jimin mumbled.
“You really, really hurt my feelings. I thought you were just playing, testing out and that you didn’t care about me.”
Jungkook shook his head.
“Jimin you always were my number one. I… I’m just not good when it comes to feelings. I just didn’t know how to deal with that kind of stuff. I only know that you are so important to me and that this fight really hurt my feelings. I was so down and confused when you left… I wanted to go after you but I was shaking and didn’t know where I was going.” Jungkook looked up with tears in his eyes.

The rain was still pouring over them and both of them were wet and cold, but this didn’t matter in that moment.
For Jimin it only mattered that Jungkook finally told him his true feelings and the younger was relieved that he finally sorted out what the older meant to him.

“Jiminie… I…” Jungkook started but stopped mid sentence.
“Yes Jungkookie? “ Jimin tilted his head and a soft smile appeared on the olders lips.
“I…I love you. I love you so so much. I’m sorry about everything I told you earlier. I will never forgive myself for hurting your feelings like that. I will never forgive myself that you though I was just playing around. I truly am sorry and I have feelings for you. I never felt like that before and it scares me. It really scares me, if you think about the situation we are in. But I want to give it a try, I couldn’t live without trying it. So…” Jungkook looked up and a shy smile appeared on his face.
“Would you give it a try too? “

“Jungkookie…” Jimin said softly and with a slight smile in his voice.
“That was the only thing I wanted to hear from you…You really hurt my feelings and maybe I overreacted but I was just so hurt by your words. They didn’t seem genuine to me. Now I see that you mean what you say and I couldn’t be happier about it.”

“Really? “ Jungkook eyes lit up.
Jimin got a little closer to the younger and layed a hand on his cheek.
“Yes really Jungkookie. I love you too. I love you so so much.”

Jungkook closed his eyes as Jimins soft lips touched his.
The older lips felt so good on the younger.
And they merged together holding onto each other like they could be ripped apart any second.
Both of them felt like they were in heaven.
They stood under streetlight while the rain was still pouring on them.
They didn’t care, they didn’t care about their wet clothes and how cold they got, the only thing they cared about was this moment.
It felt like the time had stopped and like that moment would never end.
They were happy and satisfied and they were in love.

Looking from the outside it seemed like a scene of a movie, the ending scene in which the protagonists finally realized they couldn’t live without each other.
The beginning of something big and wonderful.
A romance that never should end.