the six foot under club

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He pushed it too far. To insult me, but now my dead brother? The one that he made commit suicide? I couldn’t take it. I stormed out of the school, and ran as fast as my legs could take me.

As I bursted through the doors, the stench of alcohol hit my notstrils, making me cringe..  dad’s home. i glanced further in to the house to se He was passed out on the couch.

I tip toed past the living room, and to the bottom of the stairs. I stepped on the wooden surface, and heard the most terrifying sound in my whole entire life.

CREEK!

I whipped my head around, and seen dad awoken from his slumber, and his gaze was set on me.

“d-dad, I’m s-sorry” I stuttered, as he came closer to me, a beer bottle clenched in his hand.

“Sorry doesn’t cut it slut” he spat, and slapped me.

“Worthless piece of shit” he hissed, and kicked me in the stomach, making a hurdling scream escape my lips, as blood followed.

I looked up at my dad, and tears stinged my eyes.

“you’re the reason Ben killed him self! It’s your fault” he screamed at me, and gave me one last kick to the stomach, and stormed off, leaving me their. Broken, hurt, bleeding, and thinking about Ben. My dead brother. The one Kenny made commit suicide. The one that was always dad’s favorite. Oh how I miss him. It like I was ripped in two when he died, and no matter how hard I try, I can never find the other half of me.

I stood up, and ran out of the house that held so many memories.

I ran out onto the sidewalk, and saw a glimpse of Kenny across the street. I stopped, and saw him stare at me. I just wiped another tear away, and ran. Ran to wherever my feet would take me. Wherever was safer then here.

 

I stopped running, and collapsed onto the soft green grass, the surrounded the exterior of the forest. Mine and Bens forest. Tears sprung to my eyes just thinking about Ben. His brown curly hair, his ocean blue orbs that were always filled with happiness.  But all of that was gone. He was now six feet under the ground with scars on his wrists. All because of Kenny. kenny. his stupid jokes, his hurtful words. everything about kenny discusted me. espessially the fact that he didn't care that he made somone commit suicide. he was a heartless monster. either him, or somone close to him, broke his heart into a million pieces, making him the douche bag he is now.

"awwe did the slut get prego!" i heard a voice holler, and laugher being followed.

i looked up, and through the tears and crimson i saw a black head of hair, followed by piercing grey eyes. kenny.

"p-please..just g-go" i chocked out threw the sobs that were racking my body.

"nahh im good" he replied cheekily, and stuffed his hands in his hoodie pockets, inching closer towards me.

"please" i begged, barley above a whisper.

" no" he replied codly, and brought the palm of his hand crashing down on my cheek, the same on dad had slapped earlier.

his friends chuckles echoed around the deserted forrest, as well with kenny's evil laugh.

"kenny?" i asked, pushing some of the bloody and matted hair out of my face.

"w-why.." i started but stopped. i didnt want to know why he hated me. i didnt want to know how fat or ugly i am. how much of a loser i am . it would just break more then i already have.

"why what?" he asked, his face softning a bit.

"why..do y-you h-hate me" i asked, looking up at him. he towered over me, and could kill me anytime he wanted, but it seems like all these years he justed wanted me to suffer.

"oh, you know. im not to found of ugly sluts" he said, chuckling a bit.

i looked at him in disbelief. i was not a slut. hell ive never even had a boyfriend! .

"im not a slut!" i barked at him, intantly regreting it. his grey eyes became dark, and his nostril flarred.

"no one talks to me like that! especially not pieces of shit like you!" he screamed. i flinched, and hit my face in my hands. i didnt want him to see the ammount of tears flowing down my face.

"just kill your self. you'd do eveyone a favour!" he yelled, throwing his hands in the air.

"dont you get it ashley? NO ONE WANTS YOU HERE!"  he hollered once again.

"ben did" i said, gaining curage, that ive never had before.

"BEN LOVED ME, AND I LOVED HIM SO FUCKING MUCH KENNY! AND YOU TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME! " I screamed at him, and stood up to meet his hieght.

"and because of you i can never ever see him again. " i stated, and ran from him. i didnt even know were, just away from him, away from dad, away from everyone. for good.

i ran to the city, and into a skyscraper. the people who worked thier looked at me like i was garbage.

i ignored everyone yelling at me to get out, and reached the elovater, hitting the 'roof' button.

after a minute, i was up on the roof of the skyscraper, looking down at all of the people below me.

"im sorry ben" i whispered, and jumped off the building, and to never be in pain again.

 

~no one's point of view~

kenny found out about ashleys suicide. he found out that she even cut herself because of him.

no he cant go to sleep without crying hysterically. he cuts now and he just wishes that maybe, just maybe he couldeve told her how beautiful she really was. that he could take back time, and apologize for every single thing he did.

ashleys dad is now diagnosed with severe depression, and cant even go to sleep at night. he lost everything he ever loved. ben, ashley. everything. he wished that he still had her, and he wished that he could be the dad he was supposed to be.

 

all of those kids at school cant help but think it was thier fault she commited suicide. everyone misses her. everyone loved her, but now, it was too late to say sorry.