Different

Chapter 1

When I was born I always felt different then most people do. I felt like I had changed for some reason. It was hard to choose if I was gay or bisexual. I don't know at a early age yet. But when I got into my teenage years. I got more attracted to guys more. But that was because of my dad. My dad name is Harold Grifter. I was his son named Tank Grifter. I was a Rottweiler and my dad was a Grizzly bear.

I tried to be like my dad but he was always busy with his tennis team from the college he worked at. He would let his team come over for dinner and for my birthday parties. But nothing felt like home then him. He was my world. I felt safe with him even though he was very busy grading papers from his classes. I felt like my mom let him down after their divorce. She found out that he was bisexual. When i was little but he never told me about it. I grew up without a mom for some years now but I wish I had one. But my dad is the best man ever.

One of the times i come home from school i heard crying from his room. I didn't know what to do at all. I was shy to ask him what was wrong when he was in his room. I didn't want to upset him at all so i kept quiet about the times he was sad or depressed. I always thought it was because of me. I felt like he was so depressed because of my grades and how I fall behind so much.

I come home from school my day was long tried day for me. I was late for the bus and too school. I felt like I didn't get good sleep at all. I felt disgusting because I forgot to brush my teeth and put on deodorant. But it was hard for me to remind myself this when I was late for school. I was late to school more and more now. But the teachers didn't care about me they only cared for their paychecks for the week. I got to my first period okay. My friend Alex was there in my class so I felt better now. 'Dude what happened to you? You look like you had a bad night' he said to me. I replied 'I did man. I didn't get good sleep last night at all.'