America POV
Russia is trying to take my sunglasses off "JUST LET ME SEE YOUR EYES!!!!" I keep pushing him away "NO DON'-!" He takes them off and steps back "y-your...." I feel tears running down my cheeks I love him and he's never going to date me know. I take my glasses out of his hands and run home I don't care if it's still school hours I make it home and run into my room closing the door behind me I fall onto the floor crying "w-why did he have to see my eyes......he's going to tell everyone" you see in are world if you have black eyes your a corrupt country and I so happen to be one they use to be a nice sky blue but after the world wars and emotional scaring they turned pure black. "AMERICA COME OUT HERE NOW!!!!" I wipe my tears putting on a fake smile and opening the door "y-yes dad" "WHY DID YOU LEAVE SCHOOL EARLY ITS ONLY NOON!"
I flinch i'm use to him yelling at me mostly telling me i'm going to hell for being gay and I was just a mistake and I don't matter "i'm sorry it wouldn't happen again" "good because it's the fifth time this month" he leaves I close the door locking it I feel myself shaking i'm so scared of him and myself "p-please let this just end!" I curl up into a ball crying "please......." I really want someone to hug me and tell me it's all going to be alright but it's only my dad and me in the house right know. I hear the old clock chime telling me my brothers are coming home I put back on my glasses and walk downstairs knowing my dad will yell at me if I don't I sit on the old couch I see my brothers walk in the door I look up at Canada and nod he nods back with a worried look on his face I get up and walk to my room Canada comes in shortly after and closes the door locking it he sits down next to me rubbing my back "what's wrong?" "Russia saw my eyes....." he hugs me I cry into his shirt "I don't know what to do!"
Canada knows I love Russia and I want to be with him but he's with Japan and know he'll never want to date a monster like me "shhhh it's ok he probably doesn't care" "YES HE WILL I'M A FREAK!!!!!" He looks down at me I'm shaking I don't want to scare him away or make him mad he's the only country I trust with all my life "no your not" "YES I AM!!!!!" "Did dad yell at you again?" I nod "of course he did......." I feel my throat closing I pull on Canada's shirt "hey just breath no one is going to yell at you!" I hug him I don't want him to see me go but dying sounds so much better. He gets up "ok I gotta go do my homework" I pull him back down "NO PLEASE!!!!" He sits back down hugging me I hug back feeling my eyes closing "just sleep you need it" he's right I haven't slept in weeks I fall asleep hugging him.
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One shots of my OCs (mostly countryhuman Russame though)
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