My Heartbreak, My Knight

The End or The Beginning

It's Been 4 Years, 4 Years of Loving the Same Man. Currently, I'm About to Graduate High school I Have scholarships that add up to 50K, But He's Not here For me. Again. Disappointment overtook me as I walk up to the principle Holding my diploma Tears almost fall As all the people Who are Dearest to me can't be here to see me. I think as I Shake hands With all my Teacher the Principle, The Vice principle, and Administrator. Darks Thoughts Cloud my Mind for the Next 2 Hours as I watch as Many Students, Kids Just like me are Being cheered on by their Loved ones. I Snap out of this Toxic Daze as the only other person I have here is my Best friend Mika Wraps Her arms around my shoulders, Mika Is the only other person Who I hold Close to my Heart as she's the only one Who'd tried to get close to me and Help me when I needed it. I Look down at her and Realize how Grown she looks, All of her the filled out, she had long Dark Pink hair that Curls At the ends with a Pair of Pretty Dark blue eyes, Pale Flawless Skin, And just the Perfect Innocent pretty Girl any man Would Want as their Girlfriend or wife, Wife ... Didn't he say we'd get Married once I'd Graduate, I think back to my Boyfriend Whom is not even in the Country Currently. Although he never stays for long.

His name is Akir Hirsha, He is a little Tain, With Dark Brown Eyes that seems an Innocent Red in the sunlight, With Soft Black Hair that Frames his Face Perfectly, And a Smile That Melts Anyone Who Dared look at it with the naked eye. Although he uses to be Much nerdier Looking, I guess that was the main reason I liked Him in the First Place. We started Dating at the End of Middle school. Unfortunately, His Parents Are business Holders in which means they fly everywhere Across the world He has been everywhere, Although when he comes back I always make sure to make him something, I Don't have much Money I work Part-time and find my self working overtime to Get materials to make him something. Sometimes a new Baked confection, other clothes like jackets, all of them are well done enough that some of my classmates ask if they can buy them from me. I know it doesn't Realy mean much economically but I hope its the thought that counts, Currently he is finishing off his list of travel the world currently he is in Hawaii after he comes back he says he is planning on staying because after this last trip he has traveled the whole world. In 2 Weeks I would see Him Again My Heart welled up that this Fact. I was soon Interrupted by Mika Slapping my cheeks.

"{Y/N}, What is going on in that head of yours we have to go home now ya know" Mika Said While picking up her Guchi Purse. I only Blink and Nod in response to her statement. As I walk out of the Building My pit of loneliness increases as I see all of these families and friends Hug and laugh together, But I wouldn't say I'm jealous more of empathic because there is going to be a day where what they have will no longer exist and they will be 'too old' to get help from others about it. I Shake this notion from my head as I Speed walk back to my small apartment building. I walk up a couple of flights of stairs until I'm met with my white Door I take my keys from my pocket and open the door.

I Completely unwind, I take off my outfit and but on some long socks that reach to my upper thigh and put on a nice long White dress that goes pass my knee and it hands loosely around my arms at the ends. the dress isn't fancy nor formfitting just Comfortable.

I Walk into my kitchen which is Clean and Bug and rat-free I may add. And I spend about 2 hours Cooking dinner for myself. Baked potatoes, Steamed corn, and Peans with some fried Chicken and Dumplings. When I'm finished Dishing myself out I turn and look at the clock on my phone and notice it is about 7:00 P.M. Before I could Dig in though I felt a Buz, I look down at my phone while I stuff a piece of my fried Dumpling into my mouth, It's Akir, I open the message

Akir

Hey, you said that you didn't have Insta right?

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