everything // LarryStylinson

12. Harry

After a shower, I throw on some black jeans and a white t.

Typical Harry attire.

I mean, if I wore what I really wanted to wear, management would surly shit themselves.

My thoughts are interrupted by a knock at my door.

My heart flutters, but immediately slows when I see Niall standing there instead of Louis.

"Hey bub! Ready?" Niall excitedly hugs me, even though I saw him not even 30 minutes ago. Liam pats my back in a friendly way as well

"Yeah, where's Louis?" I immediately note he's not with us.

"He said he'd meet us, two of his friends were working the show and he's visiting with them," Liam carefully stated, as if the words would break me.

"Cool," is all I could come up with. I don't care Louis is with friends, I'm glad he's got other relationships outside of the band. I'm just a little sad we haven't talked since we got off the plane.

We take an elevator down to the club, which only took about 3 minutes.

Niall and Liam immediately start throwing back shots. I laugh along with them, sipping a water.

One hour passes, no Louis.

I decide to text him.

To: Louis
babe you coming? x H.

"Haz, I uh, got you something from ireland," Niall whispers in my ear between laughs.

"Oh yeah? What's up, Nialler?" I gently tease him, he stumbles and I steady him, making me burst into laughter.

He pulls what looks like a pack of fruit snacks from his pocket.

"I was saving these for me, but I feel bad about almost killing you and I want you to have 'em, maybe I'll have one, but yeah!!" I read the packaging a little closer and note that they are THC infused gummies.

"You sure?" I ask him with a laugh.

He nods and gives me a cheeky wink, then proceeds to order more shots.

I open the pack and eat 2, saving the other 3. Two should be more than enough, seeing as one gummy is 25mg of THC.
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Another hour passes, no Louis, and I am definitely on another planet.

"I mean like, yeah, know what I'm saying," I try to make a point to Liam, who just erupts in laughter.

"Haz, you ain't even say anything!" Liam chokes between laughs, taking a swig of beer, causing me to laugh harder.

I grab a water bottle, take a swig, then chew on the top with my teeth. Some blonde girl presses up against me, and I look up to a flash.

I definitely am going to look shitfaced in that photo, l don't even think my eyes were open...

I rub my eyes, and shake out my hair. Once I look up, my head feels fuzzier but I welcome it. I survey the room, and spot Louis walking in with two huge guys. I glance at him, then quickly divert my attention elsewhere. He's clearly annoyed with me so I'm not going to push it anymore.

"Lads, this is Carter and Cody, we lived in Donny together. Carter, Cody, these are the lads," Louis introduced us. I can tell in his voice he sounds off. I shake hands with the blokes then reach in my pocket for another gummy.

Louis shoots me a look but quickly draws his attention back to his friends.

At that moment, two girls approach us.

"Hey, I'm Lillie," one of the girls announces, pressing herself up agains Louis.

I don't pay attention when the other girl introduces herself, because I don't really care.

Everyone introduces themselves, I just give a smile and nod. 'Lillie' continues flirting with Louis, I just observe with an intense stare. 'Lillie' has a tall, lanky frame, brown curly hair, and huge green eyes.

I laugh to myself and shake my head at the irony, earning attention from Niall.

"Feeling nice yet bub?" Niall asks with a smirk, rubbing my back.

"Yeah, lets do some shots?" I ask quietly. His eyes widen, but he then jumps in excitement.

"Liam! Harry's drinking finally! Let's get him wrecked he's such a fucking funny drunk!" Niall grabs my hand and guides me to Liam, causing me to laugh.

"Oh fuck yeah! 'bout time you loosened up buddy," Liam pats my back and orders us some shots.

Waiting for the bartender to pour, I find my eyes wandering over to Louis. 'Lillie' is on his lap, and he's kissing her neck in the spot he always does to me. I feel like throwing up, crying, and passing out, but I decide getting wasted with my mates will have to do for now.

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5 shots later, I can officially say I'm tanked.

"Lads, lads, It's officially certainly mate," I slur my words, taking a sip of a drink.

"What the fuck are you saying Harry?" Liam asks in a fit of laughter, causing Niall and I to follow suit.

"I've forgotten, my sincerest condolences are in order," I respond, unable to control my laughs.

"Only you would get drunk and high and speak like a political figure!" Niall says, making us all laugh until our sides hurt.

I scan the club and my eyes fall on Louis. He's still with that girl, but as I continue to drink the pain lessens.

I sip down the rest of my drink before ordering a water, I feel a pain in my ribs when a huge person slams into me, then I remember that they're bruised and that's why it hurts.

"Sorry man," I look up and it's Carter, Louis friend.

"All good mate," I answer through glassy, red eyes.

He goes back to Louis, and I sit at the bar with Liam and Niall, who are engrossed in a conversation that makes no sense.

I shift my attention towards Louis, keeping my eyes down but trying to listen to what him and his friends are saying.

"You're really hot Lillie," I hear Louis say, not too loud but loud enough for me to hear.

"Yeah, cause she looks like me," is what I think to myself.

"Louis you must get so much pussy, being a rockstar and all," one of his dumbass friends remarks, I don't notice my balled up fists until I lock my gaze on them.

"The women are the best part," Louis answers, I dart my eyes up to see him squeezing 'Lillie' at the hip. I quickly look back down and pretend I didn't hear or see anything.

What women, Louis? You've been fucking me for about 5 years, and I'm pretty sure that I have a cock.

"Not gonna lie, we heard some shit, thought all this singing made you turn queer," one of Louis' disgusting friends states, I sharply inhale and tense up, earning a look from Liam. By the look on his and Niall's faces, I can tell they've tuned in.

"Haha, no fucking way mate. That's disgusting!" Louis exclaimed, gripping the girl tighter.

I feel like I've been kicked in the stomach, hit by a train, thrown off a cliff, into a never ending pit of fire, on the sun.

So, in other words, shitty.

My eyes meet Liam's and Niall's, who just look sad for me. I say nothing as I stumble out of the club and make my way back to my room.

There's nothing left to say.