Dear father,
I see the judgement in your eyes,
For you ,
There is no god.
Dear father
I know I am a disappointment
I lack in things
To survive in this world.
Dear father
I see the way you treat me and her
Differently
For she is and always wil be
Your perfect daughter
Dear father
I still remember the day
I got second in class
Mother were so proud yet you said
No child of mine is second best
Dear father
I love literature
I love how one simple sentence
Have thousands of meanings
Dear father
I know I am a failure
A failure in your eyes
And a failure in your life
Dear father
I am sorry
Do not blame me for dreaming
Something beautiful
Dear father
I beg your forgiveness
You have given me everything
Yet I could not fulfill your dreams
Dear father
You say literature is of no use
But how can you understand someone
Without words?
Dear father
You do not understand
My passion of writing
Is what makes me,ME
Dear father
I feel thrill
Excitement when writing
The beautiful cursive of each line
The wonderful meanings one would achieve
And it all feels magical.
