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57. Stuck anger

*Wavily s pov*

The moment i saw how Daven talked back to his mother with his angry face and voice, the moment he was yelling upstairs at Cameron but I couldn't understand a thing he was saying because nobody was listening to them but talking to each other and I was the only one concerned, and the moment he didn't even explain his problems to his dad but just talked about how his stuff are under his dads control..... I knew something was seriously.

But I couldn't do anything about it since it's night and I can't do a thing- actually....
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I couldn't believe Jackie didn't come with me but whatever. Davens clothes were actually really big for me but we managed to make them work on me.

If boys can go to the gym or whatever to make them feel better then why can't I go on a night walk by myself to make myself feel better?

I actually texted Jackie the idea which she came at like 2 in the morning to my house. Sneaked out. To make me feel better. When I told her I was gonna make myself feel better by going on a walk but I needed her help to make myself look like a guy she didn't even question a thing and just came to help me.

My brothers clothes were all dirty, Cameron's clothes were dirty as well, and all the other men's clothes in the house were dirty expect for Davens since he hasn't been in his room for 3 days now.

Jackie took his black sweatpants, one of his red hoodies, and a brown jacket to to add it in to make my body a bit big since I was too small.

She added a black baseball hat to it too to hide my face and hair. My hair was hard to put it all in there so we just made it look like I had short short shhhhort hair under the hat.

It didn't look any different to me but I trusted Jackie so that's how I got out. I wanted her to come but she was too tired and plus I would be safe looking like this.

I went outside and nobody was there which was really good since I think people will easily know.

I walked around and everything felt so big and free. I took few breaths and Jesus was it amazing.

Everything felt so good after a few hours but then I got hungry. I didn't bring any money but I searched the pockets of this assholes clothes to see if he left any money in there which was pretty surprising because I found $50 bucks in his jeans.

I went to this gas station that was close to me. And there was a woman in there so it was easy.

I went in there and she and other couple of people saw me they gave me weird looks.

Like don't worry people just trying to be safe while taking a walk because apparently I can't get my mind off the guy I shouldn't be thinking about:)))

I picked up an energy drink, some chips, and an ice cream up filled with lemon flavor because it's my favorite.

There was nobody in the store at that moment since everybody left so it was just me and the cashier.

"Are those your boyfriends clothes?" She asked as she took the money. "No" I giggled. "You're telling me you don't have a boyfriend looking like that" she got shock. "Thanks but no... I'm kinda confused about my-" I stopped. Because i didn't even know what to say. How do I say... that- I cant get my best friend's image out of my head like... what.

"Someone confusing you?" She giggled. "You can say that" I nodded my head in agreement. "Who's it. I mean like what's his place!?" She questioned. "My... best friend" I paused. "He's in" she did not hesitate. "What do you mean-" and the door opened.

HOLY SHIT. WHY WHY WHY.

Out of all the stores why this why do they have to walk in.

I was  lucky because the cashiers table wasn't next to the door so I quickly turned around and hid my face in my hat.

"What's wrong?" The cashier questioned as she tried to see my face. "Umm.. will you bring me my stuff please I have to go immediately-" I tried to talk but not talk loudly since they could notice my voice.

"Are you scared of those men" she frowned. "No the one who the white t-shirt, light blue jeans, and a hoodie in his hand is my best friend. The other is his asshole. I'm not spouse to be hhhereee" I hissed at myself as I tried to explain myself.

"Wel-... HIII." and they were behind me. I could tell they looked at me weird because I was acting weird.

"Dude nice jacket" I heard Cameron from behind me. I just gave them a thumps up from behind. "Um. Ya. Looks like his" he giggled.

"Well shit" the cashier laughed. "What" I heard the most cold voice I've ever heard in my entire life.

"Umm.." even the cashier got scared from his voice.

"Hold up... the the shoes" Cameron was whispering the last part to Daven. It looked like he was surprised.

"Even the jeans" Cameron laughed. I was sweating.

"Dude everybody can have the same clothes as me now shut up- will you please hurry up dude. Get your stuff" his COLD sharp voice... Jesus how mad was he.

I grabbed the bag and dropped the $50 dollars on the table waiting for her to quickly give me the rest when SHE WAS SMILING AND PURPOSELY WORKING SO SLOW.

I glared at her to hurry up but she was acting like we have been friends for a year and she was teasing me.

"So you were talking about your best friend? About how he's confusing you? And this and his clothes-" she smiled and they didn't look like they were questions either.

You know that kind of kid as the ice cream man is making his ice and he can't stay still because he's too excited so he just jumps around and is doing all these weird movement as if the man can go any faster with that... that kid? Ya I was literally looking like that kid.

I could feel the confusion over their faces behind me.

"And you shouldn't even be out right now?" She laughed even harder which caused cameron to come closer just to see my face because he went "damn that's a bad best friend DONT you think little guy-SHIT"

HE SAW MY FACE. HE SAW MY FACE. HE SAW MY FACE. HE SAW MY FUCKEN FACE.

"Keep the change" I yelled, grabbed the bag and RAN out of the store.

"WAVILY???!" Cameron's voice came out confused and the second Daven heard him I could tell he ran after me.

"STOP RIGHT THERE" he was running after me but I was running faster. His voice sounded so angry and I did not want to stop because of that because that means I made him more angry.

"DUDE." Cameron's voice came from behind us far away. "SHES GONNA KEEP RUNNING IF YOU DONT CALM DOWN" he yelled. I appreciate him trying to save me but I'm pretty sure I'm dead.

He was running faster because he was just in the gym and I haven't ran in weeks.

I started running even more faster but he was running even faster than that.

We were like 30 feet away from the store and I couldn't see a simple thing. I was getting scared but that scared me even more the second I felt hands around my waist and lift me up.

"NO. NOOOOOO. HELP. NOOOO. HELP SOMEONE. HES MURDERING ME-" And I couldn't talk anymore because of his hand.

He turned me around I faced his angry angry boiling face.

He was holding on TIGHT to my arm and my mouth. "WHAT THE FUCK" he yelled at me. Which made me flinch. he looked at my body up and down. "MY CLOTHES. AT NIGHT. ALONE" he yelled even more.

Cameron finally reached us but he couldn't save me now.

His hand moved away from my mouth because I tried to move it and it moved to my other arm so hurt a lot. He was squeezing my arms SO hard I could cry.

"Do you know how dangerous is it for a gi- for you to walk at night.... people are hungry dumbass. Especially guys towards girls like you" he screamed even more at me which caused me to try and take my arms out of his hands. They hurt a lot.

"Will you remove your hands. They hurt like hell" I yelled back finally. He looked at me in the eyes and I saw all his anger. Wasn't the gym spouse to take that away?. He then looked at his hands then snatched them away from my arms which caused me to get pushed back but thankfully Cameron got me before I hit my ass on the ground.