Trey
9:00 am
I Turned And Stretched My Arm Out To Feel My Baby. She Wasn't There ... Again. It's Been A Whole Week Since I Seen Her. I Should Have Known This Was Going To Happen. Every time I Give Her Money She Leaves For A Week, Sometimes Even Longer.
Fuck I Just Needed To Leave Her. But ... I Can't.
I Got Up From The Bed, Took A Shower, Brushed My Teeth And Washed My Face. Walked Over To My Closet And Put On My Grey Sweats. I Don't Know If It Was Just The House That Was Cold Or The Fact That (Y/N) Wasn't Here That Made The House Empty And Cold.
I Remember When She Used To Love Me Before I Even Was Me, Before The Fame, Money, Girls etc.
Do She Even Feel The Same Way? I Poured Some Macallan Into A Wine Glass And Took A Sip. The House Was Quiet Without Her, I Know Your Thinking " Damn Shouldn't You Be Used To It?" And Yes I Am, But A Person Can Only Take So Much And This Is The Longest She's Been Gone. I Plopped Down On The Sofa And Pulled Out My Phone To Distract Myself From Thinking About Her.
But The Thoughts Kept Coming To Me Like An Ocean Current On A Beach.
She Used To Be All On Me, Couldn't Stay Away From Me, Now She Leaves Me Every Chance She Gets. The Way She Used To Fuck Me... Damn I Miss Her.
I Scrolled Down My Instagram Time line Hoping To See Some Girl Twerk Her Ass Off For A Few Likes To Take My Mind Off Of (Y/ N) . Until I Stopped On A Picture Of Her.
She Was In Some Expensive Ass Hotel With A Familiar Face. I Think I Seen His Ass Before, But I Cant Fully Remember. She Looked Like She Was Having A Blast, Looking Hella Fine In The Red Skin Tight Dress I Bought Her On Valentines Day.
I Spent A Lot Of Money On Her, Invested In Her Modeling Dreams. I Ain't Never Tried To Front On Her So Why She Doin' Me? Even Though She Told Me She Was All Mine, I Always Had A Feeling That She Was Lying. (Y/N) Was Never A Good Liar.
All Of A Sudden The Wine Glass That Was In My Hand Collided With The Wall. The Wine Went Everywhere, But I Didn't Care I Was Filled With Rage.
Maybe I'm Over Thinking This.
No Shes Not Cheating On Me, She Cant She Loves Me Too Much.
Yeah, Its Probably Just Her Brother Or Cousin.
Let Me Text Her Just In Case...
Me(12:00) : Hey Bae, When You Tryna Cum Home I Miss You. ;)
MyBaby<3(12:20) : Idk, Tbh.
Me(12:21): Stop Playing Lol, Wym.?
MyBaby<3(12:35): Like Idk If Im Even Coming Back...
Me(12:38): Sooo, Is It Over Now?
MyBaby<3(12:40): Idk Trey, Yes. No. Maybe?
Me(12:46): (Y/N) Tell Me Whats Wrong What Did I Do? Was It Something I Said That Made You Wanna Leave? Please Call, Don't Do This To Me Baby.
10 Mins Went By, Then An Hour ... No Reply.
She Didn't Even Try To Make An Effort To Contact Me Since Shes Been Gone, Maybe She Does Have A New Man.
FUCK
That Sense Of Rage From Earlier Came Back, I Punched The Wall.
Man I Ain't Even Trippin If She Aint Tryna Come Back Fuck That, She Can Stay Where ever She At. I Just Wanna Know Why She Playin' Games With My Heart Talking About Some ' Yes No Maybe '. Coulda Sworn, That You Swore You Never Changed From The Start.
I Grabbed The Keys Off The Kitchen Counter, And Hopped Into My Lamborghini. A Drive Might Clear My Head For A Moment. I Stuck The Key In The Ignition And Turned On Some Music.
The Jams Were Just Frustrating Me Even More So I Turned It Off.
*Silence*
No Sooner Or Later The Thoughts Started To Flood In...
How The Fuck Do She Thinks Its Okay To Leave Me After All The Shit I've Done For Her. Without Me Shes Nothing But Another Hoe Out Here In These Streets.
Another Moment In Silence. The Only Thing I Could Hear Was The Engines Roaring As I Stepped On The Gas Pedal. The Silence Made Me Rethink This Whole Situation.
Its My Fault. I've Been Selfish, I Only Thought About Myself. I Cant Help It, All Those Years We've Been Together And All Those Tears... But She Let Me Get Away With The Games I Played. Guess I Took Her For Granted Cause She Left Me.
I Slammed On The Breaks Right Before I Ran The Light. Theres Always This One Fat Cop That Sit On The Corner And Ain't Got Shit To Do But Give Niggas Tickets. And A Ticket Is The Last Thing I Needed Right Now.
As I Was Sitting At The Light The Memories Of (Y/ N) And I Fled To My Mind.
Damn, I Really Think That I Would Have Made Her My Girl One Day. She Was Really Finna Be Mrs.Neverson, My One And Only.
But How Dumb Was I To Think She Wouldn't Leave Because I'm The 'Trey Songz' And She'd Deal With All My Bullshit. She Act Like She Ain't A Bad Bitch That Can Get Her Ass Kissed From Any Nigga Mad Rich. But She Still Stayed, That's What Makes Me Love Her Even More. I Decided To Text Her Before Heading Back Home.
Me(2:00): If This Is What You Want I Then I Understand. I Will Always Love You Baby.
MyBaby<3(2:01): Thanks.
I Cant Believe This Is How It Ends. This Cannot Be Our Conclusion.
Fuck That I'm Finna Get My Baby Back. She May Have Hurt My Man Pride But I Don't Give A Fuck, When Your In Love With Someone You Come Running. Running Back...
If I Can't Get Her Back, I Hope The Nigga She With Fucks Up Too.
