This sharp pain that ingulfed my body I turned around with blood.
My mom ran to my side as my blood kept flowing
Get me bandaid now
Not the monster
What do expect me to do here
Let me bleed out to death
No
Just please I'm keeping you from doing things
Your life is more important than dumb paper
Get that divorce with dad so we can run away from him
I'm not
My mom laid a cold compress on my arm and soaked up the blood
Wrapped up my wounds to stop the bleeding
I went into the he house went into the kitchen for the lighter
Where the gasoline
What are you doing
Here you go
I went into the middle of the street and dumped the gasoline all over me and I lite myself on fire
Lucy
The fire went out and I passed out I was rushed to the hospital
Burn victim I heard as they rushed me in
They hooked me up to the tubes and I just screamed in agony as they cook my body off with cold
Mom POV
I got her phone let's look
Look song called Monster
She recreated this video she calling herself a monster
Why
I know why
She feels she need to change but it us who needs to change
I feel bad
We headed into her room to see peaceful girl laying on the bed with tape over her wounds
Self harms scars
Something not adding up
We need to talk with her
So she woke up
Hey baby
Hi
Why are you doing this
Reborn
Reborn of what
Myself
Making a new I'm trying to kill the my old self to grow another
You trying to I'll yourself
My old self
It didn't work
You want to commit suicide
I want to be reborn
I'm going to send you to Physic ward
The doctor walked in
Hi
I can please speak with you
Sure
I spoke with the therapist who told me your daughter is experiencing hallucinations of being a monster
Does she take any drugs
No not I'm aware
We took her blood and unfortunately your clean daughter actually is doing drugs
Like what
Cocaine
Do you know where she could of gotten this
My husband who probably a dealer
Can we send a police to search the house
Yes absolutely
What can we do
Talk with confront her
I got out of my hospital bed and was dancing I faked the whole things I used safe flam residence so I wouldn't get burnt
David saw me
I sat back down smiling and I went on my phone texting my secret boyfriend about helping me escape from the hospital because I'm happy with my life
My mom walk back in
You want to tell want exactly going on
I'm don't take drug and I'm not sick
Why this who lighting self in fire business
Well funny you should ask I was trying to show a point I'm unstoppable and I can't be stop
I jump off the bed and ran out of the hospital I decided to run away I'm done
I went to my house packed my stuff up and left I walk on the railroad tracks to a small little abandoned house where I would shoot up on drugs and have as much sex as I want be free from my parents finally and my so call brother
YOU ARE READING
The mystery brother
Teen FictionLucy is missing her brother so bad. Her parents are fighting and she is done with it but when tries to go on this journey to find her brother how will this mental physical emotional journey begin who will find out and will she get her brother back